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2417, Love

2007-09-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

Okay, I should've posted this damn long ago, but...
I've shifted!
2417,Love

Goodbye.

2007-06-23T15:06:00.000+08:00

It's written all over your face, It's such a painful thing to waste.

2007-06-21T11:36:00.000+08:00

(: I love my granny!
She's the best anyone could get!

Created my Livejournal account, everything is done and ready.
But, I'm still deciding if I should switch to Lj.
Livejournal
): Should I, should I not?

I'm waiting
For the perfect time to call you back
'Cuz I remember saying
Don't wanna know the truth
Can't handle that

I miss Boyfriend ):
I wanna paint my room red/ green )):

It's written all over your face
It's such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now,
Where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

I want to scream until no sound comes out.

2007-06-20T13:15:00.000+08:00

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
Its goodbye
But we got one more night
Lets get drunk and drive around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Holla! Just got home, from my aunty's place (:
Well, stayed over there last night and had a hella fun with my two young cousins.
They're totally adorable!
Was on the phone with Boyfriend, and they came over to kaypoh and wanted to talk to him.
Yupp, so passed the phone over to them and guessed what he said.

A. :"Wo shi Geraldine de boyfriend, ni shi shui?"

(: Yeah, he's so adorable too!
I love you darling!
His new computer was okay yesterday, so he spent the night fiddling with it and talking to me at the same time.
Hope your fingers are alright by now! Mwah!

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

I think I should switch to Lj too, seeing so many people jumping from Blogspot to Lj.
And Lj looks really cool (:
Shall decide!

Tonight will change our lives
Its so good to be by your side
And well cry
But we wont give up the fight
Well scream loud at the top of our lungs
Theyll think its just cause were young
Well feel so alive

2007-06-19T12:48:00.000+08:00

It's soon-to-be 1pm, and I've yet to bathe.
(:
I'm a dirty child.
I'm so bored here.
Boyfriend's at work, so he didn't text me ):
He didn't give me a comment, again. )):
He's gonna have a new comp today ))):
When can I get mine )))):
(sigh)

I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen.

2007-06-18T15:18:00.000+08:00

My eyes hurts so much from the crying yesterday.
Yeah, thank you Joanne for comforting me and all.
Love'ya!
K, Now I have selective memory loss, and I can't remember anything which happened last night.

I hate it when a guy doesn't get the door
Even though I told him yesterday and the day before
I hate it when a guy doesn't get the tab
And I have to pull my money out and that
looks bad

Where are the hopes, where are the dreams
My Cinderella story scene
When do you think they'll finally see

I can only remember Boyfriend and I's discussion on potential pigs (:
And we totally agree that those whose surnames are 'Tan' are potential pigs (no offence)
Two of my cousins have the surname 'Tan', and I can conclude that my inference is correct.
I love History, especially with Mr Das as my History teacher.
Random.

I'm not done editing yesterday's photos, so I'll only post up this few.
I miss you, Darling!

I hate it when a guy doesn't understand
Why a certain time of month I don't want to hold his hand
I hate it when they go out and we stay in
And they come home smelling like their ex-girlfriend

Guessed I failed to love you, and you're taking it out tonight.

2007-06-17T19:58:00.000+08:00

She's a 5 foot 10 in catsuit and bambi eyes
Everybody's who's staring wouldn't believe that this girl was mine
I should have know I was wrong
When I left her for a life in pity
But they say you never miss the water until it's gone

Guess I failed to love you
And you're taking it out tonight

Whoo yeah, just came back from the picnic (:
Damn fun, especially cam-whoring with my cousin.
Till my camera low-batt ):

Guess where am I!
K, nobody will get it right.
I'm at my aunty's place!
Hahah! Doubt I'll sleep for more than 3hours man!

I miss Boyfriend ):
He hasn't replied me since, 11plus am?
))))):
I'm like so sad now ):

Am I supposed to leave you now
When you're looking like that
I can't believe what I just gave away
Now I can't take it back
I don't wanna get lost
I don't wanna live my life without you
Am I supposed to leave you now
When you're looking like that

i'm listening to my cousin packing her camp stuffs.
Yes, listening.
"Hmm, torch-light, take already. This bag like abit too big leh, change lah."
Mumbling to herself.
But she's damn nice, she's cooking curry noodles for me!
Yummy! Didn't have dinner, except a piece of sandwich.

____________________________________________________

Just finished having my noodles.
And bloody hell, I got scalded by the hot soup.
Damn painful ))))))))):

And Boyfriend finally replied!
I love you darling!
Faster faster call me, dear!

She's all dressed up for glamour and rock and roll
Wanna squeeze her real tight get out of this place
If only I could take control

But she is out of my reach forever
And just a week ago she lied next to me
It's so ironic how I had to lose just
To see that I failed to love you
And you're taking it out tonight

You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat, you don't have to cover up how you feel when you're in love.

2007-06-17T11:13:00.000+08:00

Let's try to remember these days back in December.
Our lives were very different, I was lonely when we first met.
A small upstairs apartment, driving through the darkness
To get back home before they knew you were even gone.

Happy Dad's day to all Dads!
Like there'll be any dads to read my blog?
(:

Picnic-ing today with my WHOLE family, so hopefully it won't rain.
Momma bought a whole loaf of bread and ham to prepare sandwiches later on.
Yummy!

Boyfriend's at work now, and he isn't replying my text ):
I'm sorry for bringing up yesterday.
You know I love you, yes I love you (:

Relationships:
Libra, as befits the sign of the Scales, reveres balance and harmony above all. If this can be achieved with a partner, even better, for Libra rules the House of Partnerships and revels in things that come in twos. The Scales are sociable and shine in social situations, where their gift of communication is an attraction to many. Librans also want to be liked, even loved, by those who cross their path, and it can be very hard to resist the Scales when they are at their most charming and magnetic selves. It's not unusual for Librans to possess an easy grace and sense of style and move languidly throughout a room. Behind that pretty facade is a smart, often smoldering soul who knows how to get what they want, and would love nothing more than to do so fairly and justly. When the Scales find the partner they've been searching for, it could be a match made in hot heaven.

I miss you so much, a self inflicted coma
The days drag on like marathons,
I'm running with barefeet.
And when I feel the stress, I'm lonely and depressed
I picture you in the dress
You wore four weeks ago.

It's been a long time since you called me, how could you forget about me, you've got me feeling crazy.

2007-06-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

Oh wow, 3rd post already.
&look at the time now, it's already 5.02pm, I still see no replies.
(sighs)

Went looking for nice songs, however they never fail to make tears well up in my eyes.
(sighs again)

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

And I need you like a heart needs a beat.

2007-06-16T15:26:00.000+08:00

Finally after so many days of struggling with the Gameboy Advance, I've finally finished fighting the Elite Four + Champion Steven! (:
Hahaha, this is what I do when I'm really bored.
I'm such a nice sister.

Shit, I'm bored now again.
I've nothing to do other than to stare at the computer screen typing all this crap, & to stare at the phone which hadn't received any new messages since 11.14am.

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say.

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Now I'm watching Just follow Law for the third time.

When can you reply my text?
When would you realise I'm nothing without you?
When can we stop our quarrels?
When would you ever stop picking on my bad points?
When would you tell me, "I love you like crazy"?

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologizes, it's too late

I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground

I saw you for the first time in a while, and awkward thoughts brought awkward smiles.

2007-06-16T12:42:00.000+08:00

Star signs, Libra (:

Romance:
"Make love, not war" is a phrase which must have been coined with a Libra in mind. Those born under this sign love to talk and find agreement with a partner as opposed to angrier alternatives. Romance for these folks can often be a sexy tug-of-war, with Libra letting someone get close but not too close. Courtship where Libra is concerned is a beautiful affair, as befits someone ruled by Venus, the Goddess of Love, Beauty and Pleasure. Hearts and flowers are a must, and Libras showered with a sea of beautiful things are likely to be most receptive to amorous entreaties. While Libras can appear cool, calm, even aloof to a lover, they are incredibly playful and romantic once they relax. A lover who plays fair is a must for Libra; if not, subtle manipulations, despite the Scales' best effort, may surface.

One at a time, hahaha!
If not it'd be a whole chunk of words like the class blog (:
How thoughtful can I get?

Quarrels after quarrels, when can I ever change myself to be the perfect one for him?
Am I really the one for you?
(sigh)

I miss you love, 8moredays.

When I first started writing this I swear my intentions were well
and I'd start with maybe a memory or two
but then I saw you for the first time in a while
and awkward thoughts brought awkward smiles
and I left your room for the very last time and I know
that I can't sleep
with all of these things they're running through my head
so I stayed up and I
I wrote this song about you
isn't that cliche' of me to do
but it's nothing for you
the band just needed something more to play
so don't blush or hooray at the possible sound of your name
no I wouldn't go that far

2007-06-15T12:17:00.001+08:00

Wah, I'm really bored now.
Photoshop-ing all the un-photoshop-ed photos.

This picture is like, damn nice (:

Me being bored, at aunty's place.
I'm still very bored.

The sound of hearts pumping at the same beat, coming 'round the corner.

2007-06-15T10:10:00.000+08:00

It was a cold California,
Even in the summer,
She was wrapped in a blanket by the pool,
There were rapid statements,
About life commitments,
A sense of heat that I couldn't bare to touch,
I couldn't bare it.

I've decided to put up a background again (:
Just finished my breakfast, but still I'm famished.
Am I such a glutton?
It's just a piece of biscuit, anyone normal would still feel famished after finishing it.

Another day stuck at home, seems like life is just so boring.
Especially I gotta help my brother fight the Elite Four when I go over to my aunty's place later.
Sounds familiar doesn't it?
It's, Pokemon.

It's not your fault so please stop your crying now

Yay! Everything between Boyfriend and I is solved.
I'm so very happy right now.
We've been texting each other since I woke him up at 9 in the morning.
Well he has to get up, 'cuz he's starting work at 11am later on.
(:
He's so sweet.
He text-ed me at 3plus am, telling me how much he's sorry for everything he's done wrong.
Replied, and he rang me up (:
He stayed over at Sean's house, and he didn't dare get out of the room, 'cuz it was very dark outside.
(: Darling, I love you!
Chatted for around an hour, then he complained he was tired.
Off to sleep he went(:
We'll talk through the night another day alright, darling?
We still have the lifetime to do so.

There was staring and seclusion,
A fine tuned way of motion,
A face wrapped for a suitor,
The sound of hearts pumping at the same beat,
Coming 'round the corner,
In almost all directions,
A sense of heat that I couldn't bare to touch,
No, I couldn't bare it.
Now you, wait for, something, to cure this,
Well I'm here, under your downpour.

More than the sun shines upon your lovely face, it's more than a love song.

2007-06-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

What can I say? I miss your eyes
Nothing more
What can a love song provide?
Nothing more

Words are a lovely try
For something more
And I wanna give to you
Give to you.

K, I ripped this off Tammy Tay's blog (:

What a girl wants :

1) Some love and security.You know, it's not easy being a girl. Being a girl... I don't know. I suppose there's some kind of hormones in us that's just plain... Paranoid. You know. Security. It matters a lot to girls. We just need to know that you'll always be there & that we'll never lose you. I emphasize on the word "need" because it's really a necessity for us, girls. When you get into a relationship, it's understood that security should come with the package before the girl even before the girl starts making a fuss out of the whole " I AM SO INSECURE" issue.

2) Constant care and concern. Ya, because we're so insecure and everything. We need to be reassured. & the only way, we can be reassured is through your constant care and concern. We might do the stupidest thing on earth just to catch your attention, just for you to care. We might message/call you just to tell you the most trivial of details, just for you to know, just to give you a chance to be caring and concerned about us. This is just the way girls are you know. We're just like that, it can't really be changed.

3) >To be heard. Like it or not, girls are 100% attention seekers regardless of what we say. We LOVE attention, and when we don't get our well-deserved attention, we go "bonkers". We need attention 24/7. That's probably why a girl generally talks A LOT MORE than a guy does. & Because we need attention, we expect that mobile phone of yours to always be right beside you. We need the attention. So give it to us. Tell us we're pretty when we bother to dress up just for you. Pick up the phone when we call you. Listen to us when we talk.

Yupp, it's damn true I think.

Well, had a really HUGE quarrel with Boyfriend just now.
We're okay now already, I guess?
Give and take, I have to give in.
No more quarrels please and thank you.
I totally miss doodling with you fingers ):
How, do I tell you I actually miss you so much, just so much?

More than a love song can give
More than a feeling like this
More than a dim light upon the path you walk

More than the words can explain
More than the falling rain
More than the sun shines upon your lovely face
It's more than a love song

Went to "Class gathering" today.
Only like, 9person went?
Lemme count, Geraldine, Nuanting, Kaijing, NiicckyButt, Yunjie, Edwin, Serkiat, Mingle, Kenneth(NiicckyButt's brother).
Hmm yeah, I think that's all.
Damn pathetic huh.
Spent my time emo-ing and all.
Stared into the blank space with tears welling up in my eyes.

Left around 5plus, took bus12 home.
I hate long walks home, so tiring and boring.
Thanks Nuanting for pei-ing me walk a bus-stop distance.
Love talking to you! (:
Sorry for pouring my sorrows to you, and Kaijing too!

Thank you Atimaaaaaaaa so much for spending an hour on the phone with me to keep me away from boredom.
(:
Thank you all so much today! ;D

And I found a way to come to me
And show me where
Show me where right used to be
And put me there

And I look upon your face
And it's beauty to me
And I look upon and it's beauty to me
And it's beauty to me

So twist the knife, fashion me counter clockwise, turn back time, forget you never were mine.

2007-06-12T10:38:00.000+08:00

This frame once held my favorite picture
But now it's empty, now it's broken
And that's how you left my chest
Hallowed out by your hands
Where you dug a grave and laid
Your memory to rest

Yes yes yes! I'm going to Malaysia this weekend! :D
Hah, I love beautiful beaches!
And there's a firefly tour as well!
Great! (:

I'm now sad Sad SAD.
My shoulders are sun-burnt, they're hurting so bad ):
And the greatest thing is, my head kinda got burnt too!
It hurts when I got back from Sentosa, so I assume its burnt.
Now I can hardly comb my hair in peace, without screaming in pain.

Holidays are so boring, especially with my crazy dad, he won't let me go outta the house.
What Is This? ):
I'm stuck at home, left with all my undone homework.

Boyfriend hasn't recover from his fever + sore throat + flu.
What kind of illness is this?
Fever and flu at the same time?
Well, get well soon my love! (:
I miss you!
Though you don't listen to me to not go to work when you're ill, I still love you to the core!

This should have ended with the kiss
That you left on someone else's lips
Which turned my heart inside out
You left it looking much the same
A motionless mass of muscle and vain
As I clean up this mess you've made

Underneath one sun, one very special moment can turn a destiny.

2007-06-11T11:03:00.000+08:00

Haven't blogged for a few days, I've been too lazy to (:
Here, Atima came over on Saturday, 9thJune.
I'm too lazy to type out everything, so I'm gonna copy and paste the whole chunk I've typed on Atima's blog.

Here, I'm blogging for Atimaaaaaaaaa! (:
She's staying over at my house again, say yay!
She said yay.
Retarded.

She's just staring/ stoning at the comp, looking at me typing all this crap.
Well, highlight of the day.
We, retarded-ly, took Bus 12, thinking it'd go to Tmall, and we ended up taking it to Bugis.
We realized only when we were going into Simei.
A. :"This bus don't go to Tampines Mall, right?"
G. :"Oh yah! Told you I failed Geog."

So, we just chit-chat on the way, and realized it was taking way too longggggggggg.
A. :" Wanna drop here (referring to Tanah Merah MRT station)?"
G. :"You want follow the track uh?"
A. :"Siao uh, I want to follow the track for what?"
Both started laughing like crazy retards who lost their way.

On the train, this Cheena woman was on the phone, very funny conversation she was having
both couldn't tahan laughing
Then there was this foul smell, it smelled like the "M" word(and "P" too)
Laugh please.
fwahahahahahahahahaha

Got molested by Banglahs on the train.
Banglah leaned his arse on my hand it was damn disGOOSEting!
Atima.. LOL-ing all the way.
She's worse.. got molested by a Thai foreigner, looks like a Banglah worker
He touched her arseeeeeeeeeeeeee!
It's so damn eeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
All sorts of people we see on the train, Cheena, Banglah, Thai, Belgium tourists.

We got our tops from Bugis Street.
Wanted to eat at Long John Silver but we didn't feel like eating at all.
Wanted to get Slurpee but decided against it.
Got for Boyfriend his shaker fries and personally delivered it to him.
Atima walked in first and I passed it to him.
We then headed home

Got our cup noodles and Mountain Dew at NTUC Fairprice and Oreo Crush from Sweetalk
finally she ate, after days of not having her meals.
Looking forward to Sentosa trip tomorrow
She's shaking her head and I'm giving her the stare.
That's it for today, say bye.
She's still shaking her head about tomorrow's trip.
She said "byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee". (with that retard smile she always gives me, don't think of imagining how she looks like, 'cuz it's horrible.)

Went to Sentosa with Boyfriend and Atima yesterday (:
Spend all the time with Boyfriend in the sea, really really nice!
Like, having all the time in the world to lovey-dovey in the waters.
Best part is, boyfriend didn't bring extra boxer/undies, and he wore the wet one back after he bathed!
Darling, you're so adorable! I love you!
Thank you for spending time with me though you're awfully sick, I'm so sorry!

Two very different people
Too scared to get along
Till two hearts beat together
Underneath one sun
One very special moment
Can turn a destiny
And what some would say
Could never change
Has changed for you and me

So after bathing, went over to Vivocity to have our lunch at Long John's Silver.
Sat at the outdoor playground for a few minutes before deciding to head home.
Went over to Boyfriend's place to make sure he take his medicine.
Passed me the cab-fare, and I went home.

That's about it (:
I miss you, Boyfriend! (:

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me, and touch my lips with tender loving care.

2007-06-06T10:41:00.000+08:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

After hearing so many people talking about how nice this song is, I've finally downloaded it, just a few minutes ago (:
Yeah, it's really nice, the lyrics.

When you’re touching me kisses endlessly, It’s just a place in the sun, Where our love’s begun.

2007-06-04T17:26:00.000+08:00

Here's a conversation I had with Atima, super hilarious!(:
Please laugh at the loser!

atiqah. (R) says:
haha
❤ 20072401 Alvin T. I LOVE YOU TOO! says:
still can laugh
atiqah. (R) says:
ok ok
atiqah. (R) says:
):
❤ 20072401 Alvin T. I LOVE YOU TOO! says:
hahahaha
❤ 20072401 Alvin T. I LOVE YOU TOO! says:
now's my turn
atiqah. (R) says:
walau
atiqah. (R) says:
still can laugh
atiqah. (R) says:
you goOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
❤ 20072401 Alvin T. I LOVE YOU TOO! says:
I besssssssssssssssssssssssssssssst!
atiqah. (R) says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
atiqah. (R) says:
IM BEST OF THE BESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST
atiqah. (R) says:
hah
atiqah. (R) says:
i win
❤ 20072401 Alvin T. I LOVE YOU TOO! says:
nooooooooooooooooooooo!
❤ 20072401 Alvin T. I LOVE YOU TOO! says:
i'm the best-est of the BESTESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST!
❤ 20072401 Alvin T. I LOVE YOU TOO! says:
me win, you lose
atiqah. (R) says:
no
atiqah. (R) says:
im the best of the besssssssssssssssssssssssssst of the bestest of the bestessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssst!
atiqah. (R) says:
hah
atiqah. (R) says:
i win
atiqah. (R) says:
you lose
❤ 20072401 Alvin T. I LOVE YOU TOO! says:
k, I'M THE BESTESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST OF THE BESTESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST OF THE BESTESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST OF THE BESTESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST!
❤ 20072401 Alvin T. I LOVE YOU TOO! says:
i WIN WIN WIN!
atiqah. (R) says:
ok fine
atiqah. (R) says:
you win
atiqah. (R) says:
im lazy to fight
❤ 20072401 Alvin T. I LOVE YOU TOO! says:
(:
❤ 20072401 Alvin T. I LOVE YOU TOO! says:
neh neh!
atiqah. (R) says:
(:

Strangely, they seem beautiful now, though they outlast my love

2007-06-04T15:15:00.000+08:00

Was really really bored 2days ago, so decided to edit the pictures (:
Love you, Choir people!

Walked into our world and made horrible sounds.
I can still hear them today
Strangely, they seem beautiful now, though they outlast my love

Still each time I always meant,
Every word, every one.
Though in time, they finally bent
Every word, every one, every word

I returned to you but found, my empty home
The radio told me to stay,
As it burned down I sang alone
You will outlast my love.

I have been waiting for you,
Biting as you taught me to.
I have come to relieve you of
Life and love.

"I will wait for you,"
she said, "endlessly."
"I will wait for you."
So spoke misery.

If I were blue, would you be there for me, and whisper in my ears that's okay.

2007-06-04T13:39:00.000+08:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when
we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

Thank you Choonyip, for this meaningful e-mail (:
Yeah, &I think every point of it is so true.

Oooh yeah, I've finally gotten my skinny jeans from Bugis Street yesterday.
The shop-owner is so cute! Atiqah gone crazy over her cute socks from Thailand, showing the shop-owner when she took off her shoes while trying on the jeans.
"I wanna take picture too!"
"Not taking picture lah, video-call!"
Heeeeeeee-larious!

I'm super happy! Bought a top as well, from Hurs, &my Red-hot FBT!
And the happiest thing is that, Boyfriend's IT show ended already!
So he wouldn't be reaching home late at night, at 2am last night.

Took a train-ride home from Bugis, &decided to drop off at Tampines to get Momma some curry-puffs, since she loved them.
I'm so filial!
Went to Mango to look at the clothes there, wanted to get the top, but decided against it.
Get it when we again next week (:
Sentosa, darling!
10th June alright?

Boyfriend, it's our day out on Wednesday!
I wanna catch a movie, I wanna go get your jeans with you, &I wanna do so many things with you!
Going out with you is just plain fun, fun &fun!
&Darling, would this lasts till eternity?

The candles are lit and the clothes on the floor, you could take a chance on finding romance.

2007-06-02T16:20:00.000+08:00

I'm really bored.
Momma just got home from wrok, bringing many work left undone back.
Help her, I guess I should, so as to let time pass faster ):

Boyfriend, I miss you.
Now I wanna let you know, I miss you really really bad.
We no longer have all the time in the world to lovey-dovey over the phone.
You're always busy with work now, well it's alright with me (:
Thanks for letting me know, now you're working just for my sake.
Just to get me stuffs I want.
You know Darling, I love you to the core (:

Wasn't in the mood to blog this morning, pretty tired.
So here, a proper post.

Shit, there's soccer tonight, which means we gotta have dinner at Central, again.
I'm so sick and tired of the food there, totally.
I've been eating there since Primary 1!
And why do they have to close down the MacDonalds there?
I love Mcwengweng (:
Random.

K, guess I'm done.
Atimaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Skinny jeans tomorrow, darling!

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.

2007-06-02T10:36:00.000+08:00

Here Boyfriend, this is for you (:

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need

In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
panWhen my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

________________________________________

Had breakfast with Darling yesterday morning (:
Finally, after many days of not seeing him.
God, I miss you so badly!
Didn't go for IT training, so as to spend an hour more with him.
Took a stroll along the beach(:
Sat at the benched there, the back of my leg has blisters again.

Left there reluctantly, he gotta leave for work.
Went home alone.
Stoned into the mirror.
Text-ed Atima to go for lunch, and the rest I'd copy from her blog.

Went to meet Geraldine for lunch
It was raining heavily then,
Geraldine was happily laughing at me from under the void deck
my right side was wet, soaked to the skin
couldnt be bothered anymore and just ran all the way
was wet even more and she laughed even harder cos could see thru, thanks uh
waited for the bus and went to Whitesands to eat Mac
was walking from the interchange to Whitesands, everyone was staring
reached and holy.. i was freezing and my teeth were chattering
ate and crap as usual

after that, went to the toilet to use the hand dryer to give me a lil warmth
no life, i know
went Popular, i went crazy there
couldnt decide whether i should get 'joy' or 'hope' for my notebook
finally decided on 'hope'
next.. went to get a marker, couldnt decide the color
Geraldine was going crazy cos i was fickle minded and she was deciding for me
im like.. "no not nice" "eee no way its pink"
she gave me the look, fwahahahaha
after 20 minutes or so, finally decided
heh.. xD

decided to head home and was walking to the interchange
said our goodbyes.. LOL!
she's taking either 17 or 358 while im taking 88
well, its the only bus that i can take
saw Marcus, Jac and Valerie
talked to Marcus for awhile then walked to 88 berth

ROFLMAO, hello Geraldine (x
while walking, Geraldine was running towards me, shouting "Atimaaaaaaaaaaah!"
i turned and she stopped and said in between panting and laughing "i finally remembered why i dont want to use the 10$.. i need to top-up my card"
i looked at her and i laughed real hard, cannot tahan
accompanied her to top-up and i was still laughing away, hahahaha
and darling.. i still cannot stop laughing now at the thought of it :DDDDDDDD
*giggles*

Went home, stoned again.
Spent my idle time stoning, no life.
Left for tuition, and Susan, the lifeless one bought some orange, rubber thing, which gotten my hand damn smelly just to light it up.
Damn hilarious, OMGeraldine!

Did revision, super boring.
Bought fries from MacDonalds, though I shouldn't be eating it, thanks Susan for paying it for me first, and giving me the bag and seaweed shaker (:
I'll pay you next week!

Gotta stay home the whole day today, how boring is life?
Boyfriend, I miss you so bad, sighs ):

Iso, tell me what happens next? had the world, but instead threw it out of the way.

2007-05-31T14:19:00.000+08:00

I heard that you've been asking about me.
least that's the word on the street
I just don't know what to believe
why was I dumb enough to leave?
I saw you with him today.
the boy who took my place.
you seemed so much happier with me.
but maybe that's just the way I want it to be.

It's a damn public holiday, and I'm stuck at home facing the four walls ):
How boring can my life be?
Nevertheless, I'll stay at home to accompany my momma, who claims she's broke (:
Have been bugging her to bring me to Bugis Street to get my skinny jeans, however she doesn't want to ):
Finally I have enought money to get 2pairs of them!
67$, and I'd be broke after I get them.
When can I ever get my MP3 player? ):

Boyfriend's working, as usual.
Must be really busy, didn't even reply my text.
Well, it's alright!
3days, I shall tahan, and after that we get to go out already!

But it's just another one of those days
The way you made it all feel so right
The way you fit into my arms at night
I'll remember that feeling for the rest of my life

Currently fiddling with Photoshop, it's been a long time since I've used it.
Edited the pictures taken with Atimah the other day when we went to Sentosa, send it over to you another day! (:

I'm hungry ):
Gastric, again.

Atimaaaaaaaaaah!
Saturday/ Sunday!
Remember alright? (:
Skinny Jeans my love!

So, tell me what happens next?
Its out of my hands, i guess.
I just don't know what to believe.
Why don't you tell me to believe.
Why did you let me leave?
It's not the way it's gotta be.
What's wrong with me?
Why don't you tell me to believe?
Why did you let me leave?
Is that the way this has to be?

Everytime I hold your hand in mine, the sweetest thing my heart could ever find

2007-05-30T17:25:00.000+08:00

Lately I'm now who I used to be
Someone's come and taken me
Where I don't wanna go
If I knew exactly what I have to do
In order to be there for you
When you were feeling low.

I guess this isn't the best of weather to conduct the EL camp, especially with the non-airconditioned hall of our budget school.
Well at least the camp was enjoyable, just except the horrible weather.

Went to school at 9, such a holy time.
Had a fun time solving brain-teasers, Bogglers, phrase-ing(?) and all.
A really great bonding time for the class. (:

Here's a really crappy thing that Dennis, Mus, Vannesa, KaiJing and I came up for the poem writing.
We're suppose to come up with a poem with wprds starting with 'S'.
Here it goes!

Sally Sunderland sells salted seaweed .
Strange Stranger said Sally Sunderland's seaweeds smells like smelly soggy sock.
Sally Sunderland slapped Strange stranger for saying her seaweeds smells.
Strange Stranger said sorry to Sally sunderland for saying her seaweeds smells.
Sally Sunderland smiled to Strange Stranger.
Suddenly, Sally Sunderland took out her shotgun and shot Strange Stranger.
Strange Stranger said, "Shit, this sucks!"
Strange Stranger was then brought to Satan.
Strange Stranger said, "Shit, this sucks more!"

Totally dumb, yeah?(:
Effort of our group!
Miss Lee was totally shaking her head whilst she was reading it.

And last of all, the dressing up of imaginary creatures and writing of descriptive essay, it was really well-done (:
Thanks to YunJie, Melvin and Mustaqim for the great-job, and obviously the class for putting in the effort.
Three-cheers, 3e3!

Boyfriend's currently loading goods for the IT show tomorrow at Suntec, and it's a public holiday, hello.
What a nice time huh?
Which means I can't text you at all, I'm so gonna die of boredom tomorrow.
Well anyway, I miss you hubby ):

Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realise that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away.

I'd go as far as to say, that I, miss you.

2007-05-29T09:36:00.000+08:00

I’m lost for you,
With every moment stays true.
I'd go as far as to say,
That I, miss you.
So far away,
I missed my one chance to say,
So long to memories of years that passed away.

K, look at the MacDonald's fries are harming our bodies.

It's like, never decomposing? How disgusting!
And imagine how much fries are there in our tummy already.
And that may be the reason of us growing fat.
Plus, the return of Shaker Fries.
OMGeraldine, please stop eating fries!

Well, had a great time on the phone with Boyfriend last night (:
Finally, after enduring so long during his work-time.
Thanks darling, for calling me the moment you got out of bath.
I love you!

On these walls, tell the stories past of years gone by,
Breaking promises,
Pictures up in black and white.
Holding back, all the words I said,
I said good bye,
Open wounds, broken hearts,
Please stay tonight.

EL camp tomorrow, 9am-5pm ):
How sian can it get?
It's already English camp, and looking at the duration, can't be too good.

I miss you hubby! ):
Working today again, gotta endure for a total of 10hours ):
So send your letters of regret
It’s not the words you never said,
Sing to me, speak softly now.
Hearts will beat
That empty sound.

I guess you had another direction, and leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

2007-05-28T09:22:00.000+08:00

Here's a really boring day for me ):
Atima's in school having block-booking, and Boyfriend's working ):
Well me, i'm stuck at home, doing my Edu-learn quizzes.
No life.

Went to Bugis with Atima yesterday to look for our skinny jeans, and we found real cheap ones.
25$-30$ (: Happy us!
Probably getting them next week?
Walked around Bugis Street, then went over to Sim Lim to look for Boyfriend (:
Didn't dare to go in, sure like got anything for me to see.

Text-ed him,

Me : "Sorry love, didn't dare go in ):"
Boyfriend: "It's alright, why don't dare?"
Me: "What can I do inside?"
Boyfriend: "Come in pretend see things lah!"

Damn cute lah he (:
Love you so much!

Yupp, so walked over to MacDonalds to have our Shaker Fries.
Waited for Boyfriend to end work, and went home together (:

G. : "Xiao Jie, ni yao mai ink mah?"
A. :"Xiao Jie, ni yao mai printer mah?"

P***** is here, all hails.
And, till yesterday I realised my pad has finished.
Went to NTUC Fairprice to get a new pack.
There was this woman with her daughter buying pad as well, and the daughter went,

Daughter: "Mummy, why only got ultra slim, no ultra fat?"
Momma: "Nobody will buy ultra fat lah, who will wear?"
Daughter: "(confused) Why nobody will wear?"
Momma:" You'll know when yours comes."

Super hilarious. Couldn't decide on buying Slim or Ultra Slim, kept on asking Atima till she got really irritated, hahahahah!

Here's a quote form Friendster Bulletin, A Perfect Boyfriend.

1. give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
2. leave her cute text notes.
3. kiss her in front of your friends.
4. tell her she looks beautiful.
5. look into her eyes when you talk to her.
6. let her mess with your hair.
7. touch her hair.
8. just walk around with her.
9. forgive her for her mistakes.
10. look at her like she's the only girl you see.
11. tickle her even when she says stop.
12. hold her hand when you're around your friends.
13. when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
14. let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. get her mad, then kiss her.
16. tease her and let her tease you back.
17. stay up all night with her when she's sick.
18. watch her favorite movie with her.
19. kiss her forehead.
20. give her the world.
21. write her letters.
22. let her wear your clothes.
23. when she's sad, hang out with her.
24. let her know she's important.
25. let her take all the photos she wants of you.
26. kiss her in the pouring rain.
27. when you fall in love with her, tell her.

Moments shared were picture perfect, memories remain.

2007-05-27T10:51:00.000+08:00

Went to Sentosa withAtima yesterday to sun-tan (:
K, here are the pictures.

2007-05-26T10:18:00.000+08:00

Sentosa! Finally (:
First day of holidays, I'm out with my dearest mum, a trip to sun-tan.
I miss Boyfriend ):
He's gone to work already.

Blog when I'm home!
I love Ionic-bonding.

' Cause all I really want is to be with you, Ffeeling like I matter too.

2007-05-25T14:36:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling like a total piece of crap now.
Yesterday, only yesterday, was our anniversary, and now we're quarreling over such trivial stuffs.
I know, I'm too petty, I have a really really bad temper.
I'm sorry.
You need your space, so I shouldn't bother you all the time.
Ring me up whenever you need me, and I give you my word, I'd always be here.

Enough of depressing talks.
I'm so bored now, and I can't think of anything else to do except to listen to really depressing songs and to blog.

Thank you love, for fetching me late at night after my concert, I really appreciate it so much.
Especially it was our anniversary, and you were so tired after blading.
I'm sorry for getting a scolding from your mum.

Thank you for lending me shoulder when I was so tired.
Thank you for putting me in the first place all the time.
Thank you for being so understanding.
Thank you for being so caring, getting so worked-up over little injuries I've gotten.

I'm sorry for always lying to you, saying I wasn't crying when most of the time I am.
I'm sorry for always pushing the blame to you.
I'm sorry for being so sensitive, indecisive.
I'm sorry over everything, 'cause everytime our quarrels started 'cause of me.

I'm sorry love, have a great nap (:

Still I end up posting a depressing post. I'm sorry again.
Ionic Bonding.

Happy Fourth Month, Love!

2007-05-24T16:54:00.000+08:00

There are things in life you'll learn
In time you'll see
Cause out there somewhere
It's all waiting
If you keep believing
So dont run, Dont hide
It will be all right
You'll see, Trust me
I'll be there watching over you

My ear-drums got really polluted just now, due to some inconsiderate neighbour I have.
Such a horrible voice, and huess what she was singing?

...

Way Back Into Love!
Such a nice song, and with her singing it.
OMGeraldine!
K, my voice ain't that nice either, but at least I'm not as inconsiderate to sing it into a mike, with the volume tuned so high.

I really dread the fact that I've to go to the stupid concert later, it's such a waste of time.
But, MJC isn't very bad, so maybe it's worth 12buggers I've paid?
I.Need.New.Clothes, Big.Time!
I've got nothing to wear later on. and I don't wanna wear the smae old thing ):
Help me please, Dearest Santa, though it's not Christmas yet.

Fourth Month today! And he's out with his friends, to celebrate OUR fourth month huh?
Horrible pink thing, I love you (:

Pastamania later on! With my dearst Girlfriend!
Please don't be late, or I'll kill you!
(:

All the things that you can change
there's a meaning in everything
And you will find all you need
There's so much to understand

At five minutes to midnight, you see our name in city lights.

2007-05-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke
Fast lives are stuck in the undertoe
But you know the places I wanna go

Finally done with editing my blog, but it isn't very nice I think ):
I'm stuck at home, without anyone to talk to.
Boyfriend's tired, again ):
When can he not be?

Well, Boyfriend overslept this morning again.
And I gotta lug the gown and shoes to school.
By the time I reached class, I was totally soaked, with sweat.

I've got a sickness
You've got the cure
You've got the spunk I've been lookin' for
And I've got a plan we walk out the door

History lesson today was really hilarious.
Mr Das, violent one (:
I didn't know Mr Preston Tay was such a joke.
Aqilah, eating chocolate during Malay paper,
Mr Tay, "Can and have one of those *points to chocolates*, ".
(:
And during meetings and courses too! (:
Weijun, top scorer for History, has an obstacle during History exam.
Which is,

...
The paper's too rough, pretty hard to write on.
Joke right? (:

Turn it up
It's five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough, shakin' me up

At five minutes to midnight
You see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop
And come alive

Choir photo-taking today, joke too (:
Wore the horrible gown, and I bet I look like crap.
Ryan Tan brought the orge hairband to make Weewee put it on.

Lug the gown and shoes home, and Vannesa told me to put the shoes into my bag.
Boyfriend called the moment I ended the SPA briefing, how sweet (:
Now's he's sleeping.

We could pack up
And leave all our things behind
No fact, or fiction, or storyline
'Cause I need you more than just for tonight
I can't stop my breathing
I'm weak and you were my medicine
I won't stop till I am under your skin

K, I'm done (:

Now are you gratified, you cried to me.

2007-05-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

Very cute song, click play, you'll never regret! (:

Another day of boredom):
Only had 3periods of proper lesson, with Zhao Sen, and Mr Yap when it wasn't even his lesson.
Pretty fun though, he showed us a few experiments, his experiences and all.
Really interesting lesson today, laughed, alot :D

English lesson we watched a movie, so it isn't really a proper lesson (:
Das Experiment (The experiment, in English)
Maybe it's still the beginning, so it's rather boring.

Zhao Sen, life, gave us Victoria's paper to do, comprehension.
And the handout for us to do a blog for June holiday homework ):
We're to upload 4essays to it by end of the holidays.
No life.

The rest of the day is totally sleeping time.
Just like yesterday, there was only 35mins of lesson.
Yes, Mr Yap again(:

Photo-taking yesterday, bet I look like cock man ):
Mr Tay wasn't here yesterday, so we took the picture with Miss Lim, Lim Jiaqi!
Cool huh? (:

Got the present for Boyfriend already (:
2days to Fourth-Month!
I'm getting excited! (;
However I've got choir and concert on that day ):
Damn it!

Atima says it's like a curse, everytime a few days before our anniversary, we'll quarrel.
Yeah, we did quarrel today ):
Just 'cuz I was staring at the rain, he thought I was giving him black face.
I'm sorry love ):

Atima's coming over on Friday!
(: And guess what, I suddenly remembered, I've got tuition on that day ):
Hahah, shit man.

Tomorrow's photo-taking for Choir! (:
And, expected "Please bring your gowns/suits and shoes tomorrow," says Jingjie.
Sian, bring it to school and bring it back.
No life ):

I've chosen the people I wanna vote for the elections already (:
1. Stephanie G.
2. K. Sze Ern
3. Clive G.
4. Christabel L.
5. T. Peh Yu
6. Shit, I've forgotten who already (:

K, guess I'm done (:
Last words, I miss you, Boyfriend ):

Angels cry when stars collide. A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear.

2007-05-20T10:16:00.000+08:00

Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well its hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life
Please don't cry
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear

Went to town with Boyfriend yesterday (:
Caught Spiderman 3, pretty interesting.
MJ. Watson's face is like, so old?
And Spidey looks so nerd.
Hahahahah.

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

Half-way through the show, Mummy video-called me (:
And who in the right mind would answer in the cinema?
Texted her, and she called me right after the show ended.

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours
Minutes into years
Don't ask me why
Please don't cry
I can't tell you lies

Told her I was alone, 'cuz Atima's Nana came to fetch her for music lesson.
Which is totally fake, yeah.
Sorry Mummy! ):
Feeling guilty, went to Taka to get her favourite curry-puffs!
"Dear, I want to go Tandas." (:
He's so cute lah! Love you to the core!

My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
Words cant hide as I'm taking you home
And I tried to see
Tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Mummy seemed happy! (:
However, my cousin baotou-ed me again.
So mummy questioned me, and I denied everything.
Like who will admit it right?
But, somehow I feel like admitting it.
But who won't know what she'd do to me.
*Gazillion sighs*(quote from Atima's blog. Whoops!)

I've confessed to her how I feel about you.
Magic didn't happen, nothing really happened.
She gave me her logic of why she doesn't allow me to have boyfriend.
I told her I miss you, and I think of you all the time.
I told her you'd wait, wait till we get back together.
However, would we last till then, with all the problems we're facing now?

Yes Atima, I won't give up, I won't lose hope.
But I'm getting helpless, I don't know what to do most of the time.
Whenever he's down, I'm now the one who cheered him up, it's his emo-ing and being alone.
How can I ever let him know I'd always be there for him?
Last night I've told him, both of us thinks that he seems happier with his friends.
He denied and told me, it's his feeling, not ours, he IS happier with me. He just needed space, sorry.
Does he show it?
He doesn't like me to be unhappy, so I try my best to show I'm happy though I'm not feeling so inside.
I'm in the same situation as you, I'm just smiling just for the sake of smiling.
When can we return to, the past?
So happy together, and truly smiling.
I love you Boyfriend, please, would you please, tell me what am I gonna do.

Use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill

2007-05-19T11:26:00.000+08:00

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

My dearest Atima has to the Malaysia for a day ):
Which means she won't be going to town with us later.
So, hopefully my mum won't call.
Pray hard, baby!

Finally I can go out with Boyfriend alone, but somehow I don't want to.
I'm afraid my mum would call ):
I wanna catch a movie! But I'm totally broke.
And, I've only caught 2 movies with Boyfriend, pathetic.

'Cuz you're my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay.

Fourth month is in a week's time!
Just 2days before school closes (:
I love you, Boyfriend!
We'll make it through this time!

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

Thank you again Atiqah for cheering me up and giving me advices on what to do.
Remember next week! You're coming over for a sleepover, babe!
And Sentosa to unwind! (:

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Tuition yesterday, and almost everyone failed their school's Add-Math paper (just except one genius who passed).
Did Inverse Matrix, the questions, were alright. But my Holy Calculator gave me problems.
The answers turned out different from others.

K, I gotta go get ready already (:
Meeting Boyfriend at 1pm, however, it still seems early.

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

'Cuz you and I could lose it all if you've got no more room, no more inside for me in your life.

2007-05-18T15:17:00.000+08:00

After crying my heart out, I feel much better.
I can't post much, I'm afraid he'd see.
I've tried, to be happy whever he's around, even if I had to fake a smile.
I don't wanna see him unhappy.

Thank you for giving in to me all the time, finally I know how it feels.
Why must I cry, why can't I laugh, everytime we say goodbye.
I didn't mean to tear in front of you, I've tried to control, I'm sorry.

Now that I've finally gotten you, I feel like letting go.
Like everyone sees it, we're happier with your friends.
And I admit, I know that's the truth.

Thank you my Atima (:

Geraldine, cheer up!! (:
dont lose hope, every relationship has its ups and downs
it might not be good today but tomorrow will be a better day
im always here for you.. :DDD
darling, keep the faith and hope strong and you'll be alright
exactly like what you told me (=
i am doing so and you should too
im not losing it at all, why should you?
be strong and you'll be fine.. ok?
keep holding on and you'll make it thru (x

Hey love, thanks for the little portion of lil words (: Yeah, I'll try! If you didn't lose hope, why should I? We'll hold on together, and make it through! Even if we've to cuddle together and start crying, We'll do it (: Love you!

Boyfriend, I love you.
I can't bear to let go, hopefully we'll make it through.
I shouldn't sour your feelings now, especially knowing your POA results.
I'm sorry love.
I love you.

2007-05-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

Guys, realize that the girl holding onto u,
is PERFECT in her own special way.

The way she laughs.
The way she sleeps.
The way she loves you.
The way she tries to please you.

Always remember that.

She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can love her more.

For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for her.

There might also be someone out there.
who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,
fufill her every needs and love her as much as she loves you.

Understand that.

Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today.
and then you cheat on her by hugging
and kissing another gal.
and then you run back to her.
and you do the same.
But you see love in her eyes.
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car.

She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,
everything you do.

Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the least you can do is to give her unconditional love
that she has given to you.

Isn't this sweet? (:
Anyway, it's meant for the guys out there, I'm just quoting it from Friendster. Whoops!
;D

Well, I've got A1 for my E-math! (:
Holy happy!
It's the first time in my whole Secondary school life that I've gotten an A for my Math.
I'm like, hopelessly hopeless in Math.

However, I've failed my Combined-Humans ):
I've failed my History, and my Social Studies passed on the dot.
So, you can see, I've failed ):

Ahh, forget it.

You stand through the pain, you won't drown.

2007-05-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

She never slows down
She doesn’t know why
But she knows that when she’s all alone
It feels like it’s all coming down

Thank you Atima, for accompanying me after school on behalf of Boyfriend (:
I love you so very much!
Thank you for trusting me so much and telling me about you problems of J. and you.
But I'm pretty sorry, I can't be of much help ):
Hopefully you both would clear things up by 8th June, and happily ever after!

She won’t turn around The shadows are long And she fears if she cries that first tear The tears will not stop raining down

Got back my results, really disappointed.
To think I've put in so much effort in studying.
English Paper 1, Letter-writing-13/20
English Paper 2, 25/50 ):
English Paper 3, 58/80

Chinese Paper 1, Letter-writing, 10/20 ):
Essay, 31/50
Paper 2, 26.5 /70)):

Add-Math, 34/80 )):

Chemistry, 64.5 /100 ):
Physics, 52/100 ):

Oh shucks ): I simply cried my night away lah.
And my mum came to say, "Since your results so bad, the next time round just stay at home to study."
Like, what is this? ):

And Boyfriend isn't here to cheer me up ):
He's soundly asleep, but I don't blame him.
He's got top in Chem and Physics again (:
Je' taime Vouz, my love!
I feel damn tempted to call him again, but, I don't bear to disturb his sleep ):

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it’s all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won’t drown
And one day what’s lost can be found
You stand in the rain
She won’t make a sound

Alone in this fight with herself
And the fear’s whispering
If she stands, she’ll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything
She’s running from
Wants to give up and lie down

I'm only human and that's my saving grace.

2007-05-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

I never promised you a ray of light
I never promised there’d be sunshine everyday
I'll give you everything I have
The good the bad.

It didn't rain today, at least it didn't rain while we were out (:
Hadda be home, so no East Coast ):
Well, at least time with Boyfriend, it's damn precious!
Had brunch at Whitesands McDoanlds, but was damn full, sorry Boyfriend for eating so little ):
Sorry for everything I've done to cause you to be unhappy, especially today.
You know I love you, yes I do.

Why do you put me on a pedestal?
I’m so up high that I can’t see the ground below
So help me down, you've got it wrong
I don’t belong there

Yes, Atima came over, and told us, J. is still alive! (:
And you've held on, for 3months.

Okay, took 403 to Pasir Ris Park and played at the playground (:
3 lost souls in PasirRis Park (:
Credits to Atima ;D

Bloody Malay Woman *stick tongues out*, what's there to look, to stare?
Your husband didn't do it to you, now you're taking revenge?
Pregnant, so what? Don't wish to see, just leave! Pasir Ris Park not big huh?
Only one playground for you kidddddddddddds?
Okay, I just needed to vent.

Strolled by the shore, and wrote something on the sand (:
Only Atima, Boyfriend and I knows (:
Pretty evil, but it's true!
Felt thirsty, so Boyfriend and I went to look around for stalls open.
Walked from one end to the other, only one stall available.
Talked 'bout lots of things (:
He's just so sweet.

Bought our ice-pops, splashing good time huh?
Bet your shirt is super sweet now? (:
Just like you!
Walked back, and yeah, something happened.
Sorry love ): I just thought it insulted me abit?
I'm really sorry! ):
You're my angel!

One thing is clear
I wear a halo when you look at me
But standing from here
You wouldn’t say so if you were me
And I just wanna love you

Had a very early dinner at Whitesands McDonalds, again!
Well, only drank, 'cause was still damn full from the brunch that Boyfriend forced me to eat.
And home sweet home!

I always said that I would make mistakes
I’m only human and that’s my saving grace
I fall as hard as I try
So don’t be blinded
See me as I really am
I have flaws and sometimes I even sin
So pull me from that pedestal,
I don’t belong there

I love my Alvin T.!
I promise, I'd try to change my irritating temper ):
Now you're hurrying me to finish this post, and I'm done!

2007-05-14T09:45:00.000+08:00

I'm readlly jaded from quarrels, sugar.
I'm sorry for all the shit I've caused.
You know I love you, I really do.

I can't find a reason to let go,
even though you've found a new love,
and she's what your dreams are made of
I can find a reason to hang on,
what went wrong can be forgiven,
without you, it ain't worth living
alone

K, seems like the weather isn't doing wonders ):
There goes our trip to the beach ):

Honey, today's your last paper!
Finally! (:
And we'll be able to talk through the night, and wake up with panda eyes (:

Sometimes i wake up, crying at night
and sometimes i scream out your name.
what right does she have to take you away
when for so long, you were mine.

Crushed, by the sweetest lips I've never kissed.

2007-05-10T13:30:00.000+08:00

I told myself today was gonna be the day
No more excuses 'cause I knew exactly what to say
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday
My mind erased and I let the moment slip away
Another night got me sitting here all on my own
Picking up the phone,
But I can't get past the dial tone
Racking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I can't keep going this way

Finally I get to blog (:
After being a mugger for 2weeks, tomorrow would be the end of hell!
K, I'm seriously bored now, totally not in the mood to study, especially when Mole is tested in the paper tomorrow ):
Dear Lord, wish me luck.

Sugar is off to get his spectacles done (:
Geekish one, we'll get to see it soon.
We'll be baking cookies together tomorrow, for Mothers' Day, how thoughtful can we get?

Crushed,
By the sweetest lips I've never kissed
And your fingertips and the
warmest touch I've always missed
Crushed,
By the softest hands I've never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that I've ever felt
Crushed,
That I haven't ever let you know
How it always goes
'Cause I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so I'm left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby, I'm so crushed

Well, talk 'bout the Mid-year papers that we've finished.
Social Studies, despite studying for it, I doubt I'd pass it ): Gonecase.
E Math Paper 2, pretty tough. I know my Math standard, so yeah, gonecase too ):

Mother Tongue Paper 1, Somehow I was really sleepy through the paper, so I guess I didn't do very well ):
Elective History, I totally forgotten the format for SBQs ):
I can seriously COL(Cry-out-loud) Though I managed to memorise Febuary Revolution, but I've totally no idea 'bout question 3b. As for Question2, I don't even know a single thing ):
13marks flown away ):

Pure Physics, I've left a page blank!
And I guess that was the smartest thing I've done in my whole life.
I never studied for Electromagnetic Spectrum ):
A whole holy page on that ):
All the questions on force, energy, work done, moments, I think I've got them all wrong.
I have full confidence, I've flunked the paper.

Yesterday was the holy Add-Math paper.
No, forget it, I don't wanna talk 'bout it man.
Chinese paper 2, hopefully I've passed it.

Today! E-Math paper 1, Rather easy, hopefully I'd do well, hopefully.
English Paper 3, started at 1026hours, and I've finished before 1100hours.
And, I fell asleep!
Mr Shuen had to knock on my table to wake me up. (:

There's only a paper to sit tomorrow! There won't be school on Monday!
Three Cheers!

Lunched with Alvin and Atima at Whitesands later, and I'm gonna quote again!
Scold me copycat if you want, but this quote concerns me! So, nany nany poo poo!

anyways.. DM is damn ridiculous
Geraldine, Alvin and myself walked to Whitesands after our papers ended cos we wanted to eat at Mac, so we went up the escalator to the 2nd floor of Mac
DM was standing there with Ms Sherly Lim
he stopped us and this was the convo
Alvin and Geraldine were quiet but they looked pissed at him

DM: Mr Gng
A: me

DM: where are all of you going?
A: we are going to eat at Mac
DM: why cant you just buy it from downstairs?
A: we are eating here and we are gonna put our things down first before going down to buy our food
DM: do you think i'll believe that?
A: we are just gonna eat and then go home to study
DM: *with that face that he thinks will scare us* try me, i'll be here for awhile
A: *with the pissed face and cursing him inside my head* we really are going to go home after eating to study, we are not going to loiter here
DM: good, enjoy your meal

we walked away and i bet we were all cursing under our breaths
i was saying "sure like i'll enjoy my meal. see your face already like not go bang wall"
i swear he has something against the us
maybe cos of yesterday's class thingo
Geraldine maybe cos of her attire
but he sure like got life uh
whatever lah, cant be bothered with him

Well, A is Atimaaaaaa! (: (Quote from Atiqah's blog. Whoops!)
This is damn fun lah!
OMGeraldine!

So I told myself that tomorrow's gonna be the day
And I keep on telling myself that I'm gonna find a way
And I won't be afraid just like yesterday
Won't walk away never gonna let another chance slip away
'Cause I gotta know which ever way it's gonna go
Rest my heart and soul
'Cause there can never be no more
Racking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I won't keep going this way

Crushing I'm so into you,
don't know what I'm going to do.
Gotta find a way to you.
And so I'm left, short-of-breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby, I'm so crushed

2007-05-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, Alvin here haha.
Helping my dear blog and say things for her.
So any post here written makes anyone unhappy come find me not her.
Don't tag don't comment say find me straight in the face or in school if you got balls.

Stupid people at least dear put there quote from someone which is better than never put there quote from who.
Like that also wan kao bei kao bu.

Name also say people copy.
She don't even know someone used it in first place.
Don't think that your friend or yourself started to put something, means you came out with it and people can't use it.
Use your brain, you think human not creative ar.
Please go see others also got put the same kind of thing or other things that might be same as yours.
Then you go say they copy you.
Then my dear put picture of us on the blog then others put also copy?
Bo tao nao.

Like that also want complain, are you childish or are you immature?
Want complain, also complain sensible things lah!
I thought girls are supposed to be more mature why that person like, not lame not lame.
Can make it you know.
HAHA!

This post is not against anyone, just against that childish someone I don't even know who.
And i think you don't even know who Geraldine is, and I know certainly that Geraldine don't even know who the fuck are you, and why the more should you complain.
Not happy find me lo.

Remember, is ALVIN TAN KUANG SHUAN, SCHOOL HAI SING CATHOLIC, CLASS 4N2.
You not happy come find me, I will be waiting and more than happy to welcome you.
Thank you very much.

Dear love you!!
Alvin was here.

2007-05-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm feeling the exam stress.
3long chapters of Social Studies, and I'm still memorizing the first 2sections of Chaper 2 ):
It's only like, 10hours to the paper.
Dear, I can't give up now!

Here, I shall be off to study.
I don't wanna disappoint Boyfriend, must be in bed by 11.30pm!
You're the reason I move on, yes you are.

Boyfriend, I really appreciate it, when you
[edit]Get worked up when I bumped into stuffs.
Kissed me whenever you looked into my eyes.
Telling me all the time, that you'll never leave me.
Always being there for me.
Waiting for me for hours, and you don't complain a thing.
You know baby, you're the best.[/edit]

Gina, or whoever you are, happy?
I've changed it already.
Sorry Carmen, I hoped you didn't mind.
I'm sorry!

He tastes like you, only sweeter.

2007-05-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

2more days till the exams are officially here.
And Geraldine is curretly mugging quite hard.
Still not very in the stressed-up mode yet, but soon I'd be.
Please, I don't want white hair, looks really ugly.
I don't wanna end up like my dearest mum, Atima.

Oh, I can't post anything 'bout him, 'cause, holy-shit, my dad's just behind me ):
Why can't he just leave me alone, so I can blog in peace, and let him use sooner?
Nothing I can do, so I shall edit this post tomorrow, just for you my dear! (:

Zhao-balls let us watch the Tong-hua MV during Chinese lesson, so he could teach us a new way of writing compo.
So touching, and yeah, I almost cried.
Clever Jonathan, he wenta click the play button, so we could watch it again.
Thank you so much.
During the kissing scene, he click the pause, just to irritate Zhao-balls (:
Thank you, again.

Poor Dennis, got critisized by him, and he scolded Fuck.
And he got sent outta class.
However, he was the one who critisized him first right.
Can't differentiate right from wrong, to think he's a teacher.
A China teacher can't be too smart, I'm right.

Lunched at McDonalds with my mugging buds, and we mugged again.
Finally understood most of the questions in the Chemistry Quiz/Test that I've got wrong.
Thanks love (:
The rest, Mr Anthony Tan please.

I'm off the get my beauty sleep, but first, ring Boyfriend up! ;D
Thank you for teaching me so much, I love you.

I can take your honesty, all your words weigh heavenly.

2007-05-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

Took this on our first mugging spree (:
A picture of Atima a day, keeps everyone awake everyday. (;

Muggers of Airport!
I'm home from mugging (:
Did quite little today, I'm jaded already.
My attention span is really, too short.
I need pills to lengthen my attention span, are there any?
D:

Hardly finished a chapter of my Social Studies, not even a thing for E-Math.
How am I gonna survive through the Mid-Years?
):

Both Boyfriend and I went bonkers today (:
He's so adorable, my honey!
"Mei de!
Dear, I want bao bao!
Daddy want mummy to bao bao (:"
So adorable!

Mugging halfway through, I've gotta shock of my life.
Mummy came, oh gosh, he was like next to me.
Somehow she didn't see, phew!
And then, she called me, then told Boyfriend to go elsewhere first.
I feel so bad, he must have felt terrible ):

After they left, went to sit next to him.
Crap a lot! (:
Love you so!

Vannesa, cheer up! Do forgive YJ.
Guess he seriously didn't mean it? (:
I love you!
This lil girl, called me halfway, so angrily, asked if she could join us.
First thing, went to get food at McDonalds (:
Cute (:

Found this on Friendster Bulletin, so sweet!
19 ways to win a girl heart

1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other (don't make her grab yours).
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Don't force her to do anything!
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her, Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9.Be super sweet to her.
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12.Wipe away her tears
13. Love her with all your heart.
14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down, but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).
16.Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back to her! & DON'T ever act differently in front of your friends than you do when its just you and her!
17. Take her for a long walk at night!
18. Always bring a jacket wherever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close
19. NEVER LIE TO HER! Because then she will think everything you ever said to her was a lie,even "I love you"

All I know is your not here to say, but it's written in the sky tonight

2007-05-01T10:31:00.000+08:00

I found myself today,
Oh I found myself and ran away,
But something pulled me back,
Voice of reason I forgot I had,
All I know is your not here to say,
What you always used to say,
But it's written in the sky tonight

Mugging again later! (:
The Muggers of the Airport would be back in action!
Stay tune to Changi Airport Terminal 2, Viewing Mall!
Lame.
K, I've still got 2and half chapters to go for Social Studies, and everything to go for Math! ):
It's so gonna drive me crazy!
Social Studies, Evil Kang!
D:

Parents went for breakfast without me again ):
I'm feeling !@#@@# hungry now!
A hungry woman, is a crazy woman!

Dear, I want bao bao! ):
Thanks for always making my day with your witty jokes (:
I love you, you know I really do.

So I won't give up, no,
I won't break down,
Sooner than it seems life turns around,
And I will be strong even if it all goes wrong,
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe,
Someone's watching over me

If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again.

2007-04-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

Maybe when the room is empty
Maybe when the bottle's full
Maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in
Maybe when I'm done with thinking
Maybe you can think me whole
Maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin
This can begin

School is dumb, period.
Why should we even have the stupid ask and learn thing, a total waste of time!
Cannot even submit, waste my time doing ):

And the even dumber thing to do, is to create a Chinese blog, and what for?
Holiday homework, and it would be included in CA.
Holy Goose
By the end of June, 4 own-written essays must be up to achieve your marks.

Airport again yesterday! (:
Boyfriend, Atiqah and Fira went.
Couldn't really concentrate, hell-loads of people went there, no longer the quiet place ):
And we're the

...
Muggers of the Airport!
Cool huh?
Credits to Atiqah!

Just did some notes and so, no more mood already.
Ended up staring into space ):
Result of Short attention span.
Again, lots of gay Banglahs, and saw 2Bayis.
Guess what, Atiqah's gonna get married to a Bayi, and she'd play this game with her children.
Won't it be fun? (:
And we'd pinch her whenever we visit her.
;D

Tmall-ed with Boyfriend, pathetic sushis for dinner ):
Gastric in the middle of the night.
Serve me right for not listening to him ):

Headache today, poor me again.
Bought a bag, identical to Atiqah's.
Very summarised, I'm tired.

If you could be my punk rock princess
I would be your garage band king
You could tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're going to be something

Boyfriend, I miss you so.
Sorry I can't be of much help when you're down and stressed.
I can only look from aside and tell you to loosen up, and I'd always be here.
The fact is, I really wish to relieve your stress and cheer you up, however I'm useless.
Everything I do, it makes things worse.
Makes you feels even more pressurized.
Maybe I shouldn't even be here.

Boyfriend, it's alright you can't accompany me tomorrow after school.
I don't blame you.
In fact I blame myself for not letting you finish your work.
I love you, you know I really do.
I'm sorry.

Maybe when your hair gets darker
Maybe when your eyes get wide
Maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more space
Maybe when im not so tired
Maybe you can step inside
Maybe when I look for things that I cant replace
I cant replace

If I could be your first real heartache
I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess
I would be your heroin

I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watched your life go past
You wonder if you should

You know
You only burn my bridges
You know
You just can't let it sink in
You could be my heroin

Happy Birthday in advance, Cheryl T. <3

'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are, all the streetlights shine like they were stars.

2007-04-28T10:23:00.000+08:00

Look up, the stars are fading
And I am still here waiting
To see you again
Be with you my friend

Finally I'm awake!
Super-ly tired last night, 'cause of the oh-so-boring tuirion which bored the shit outta Susan and I.
(:
Mrs Wong wasn't here, so a relief teacher came, and went through the SA papers with us.
And guess how much I got?
...
...
...
A.Total.Pathetic.12/80!

So OMGoose right?
I've got a total shock, 'cause I doubt anyone, anyone passed!
Asther transfered to Friday's class, and Samantha would be too! (:
I missed going shopping with you before tuition!
And pon-ing tuition together and sitting atMcDonalds for the whole 2hours!
=D

Hopefully Atiqah is well already, 'cause we'd be studying at the Airport again later!
Oh, what to do, we're all good kids that wanna score well for the upcoming MYEs!
No more stoning today, must concentrate!
Guess what I'm gonna study today...
Social Studies!
Unbelievable huh! (:

Went to Orchard after class yesterday, with both my aunties and my grandama (:
Had high-tea at Mariott Hotel, gotten ourselves sooo full that we couldn't eat dinner after that! ;D
Went to Fareast to walk around, scouted for Boyfriend, and I saw him! (:
But, couldn't look at him, 'cause all my aunties were around, so paiseh.
Aunty saw my wallpaper, a photo of Boyfriend and I, and she asked, "That's your boyfriend uh? That time we saw at Whitesands right? Ask him to smile more, face black black, not nice" (:
At least she won't baotou, like what my grandpa would ):

Boyfriend was sweet, he came specially to deliver his sweater for me, before tuition, and fetched me to Loyang Point! (:
I looked like a penguin wearing his sweater, but he said it looks alright! (:
Dear, I love you so bad!

When the moon is gone forever
I hope you're up there somewhere
I'll see you again
Be with you my friend

Anticipating the study session with Boyfriend and Atiqah later on, bet it'd be hilarious, just like the previous ones.
K, I'm getting really hungry.
Everyone went for breakfast at McDonalds, leaving me alone at home ):

I miss you, Honey!

'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the streetlights shine like they were stars
That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

Look out across the water
Faces of lonely daughters and mothers who care
But just can't be there
Swear that I will see you someday
I have to find a way
To show you I care
Even if you're not there

So I'm following the road to where you are
Meet you tonight on top of
The streetlights they will guide me to the stars
That's where you are

My heart is empty without you
Sometimes you don't know what you do
And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep and it's alright
Close my eyes and I'll be by your side

When you held me tight for this moment in time, pull these words off from my lips, keep them safe, just remember that we wrote

2007-04-26T17:29:00.000+08:00

Stars are never out of reach for you
just dream
Hold out your hand and touch the sky
Just dream
Tonight

Happy belated Third-month, love! (:
The greatest day, 20072401!
Thanks dear, for always making my day.
Guess I finally realise why we had been quarreling so much, all thanks to my lovely pms.
My period is hereeeeeeee! ):
Cramps are totally turning my tummy inside out!

Third-month is finally here, and we'll be awaiting our Fourth-month, and many more to come!
Dear, you've been really an awesome boyfriend.
Its really sweet to always put me in the first place, and always by me.
Thank you for going through thick and thin together, I love you!
I know I haven't been a good girlfriend, however you didn't mind at all.
You're the best I ever had.
Alvin T.

You don't care about impossible
Something I wish I could learn from you
Write me down is the best idea you've had
Watch the fire fly cause I struck the match tonight

Have been studying alot lately, however it won't seem to help, 'cause it's more of stoning than studying.
Went to Airport to study with Alvin and Atiqah after the English papers.
Practically picnic-ed there, 'cause our lovely mum, Atima, brought Chicken and bread! (:
Studied for History, saw some things that I shouldn't see.
It's over already, so I wouldn't mind! (:

WangLiang, Terry, and two other guys came over to study as well. They were trying to di siao the couple hiding behind the walls.
But somehow the guy saw, so too bad!
Then Atiqah and I brought them to the other couple, near the toilet.
And I captured a really tiny picture of them! (:

Dined at Mac for dinner, and poof, reached home around 8plus 9 (:
Went for lunch at Whitesands foodcourt, and Alvin and Atiqah watched me eat ):
I feel so bad!

The undesirable couple wasn't us! (:
Like as if I'd do this kinda acts in public.
Unless they say french-kissing is undesirable, then I have totally nothing to say.

When you held me tight for this moment in time
Pull these words off from my lips
Keep them safe, just remember that we wrote...

There's a hope
There's a light
And I see it in your eyes
And I hope you can see it in mine
There's a secret held inside
There's a chance and a time
That the sky could fall tonight
And I will be here at your side

Watch as the ground turns as dark
as the shadows cast on them
and I disappear
How are you perfect
when I'm just wasting time
Just a ghost inside
and I'm waiting for the fall

When you held me tight with a sense in your eyes
When I'm with you things are right
I'll keep you safe, just remember that we wrote...

Stars are never out of reach for you
just dream
Hold out your hand and touch the sky
Just dream
Tonight

And if you answer my prayer, I'd cross my heart and I'd swear, endlessly to be true to you

2007-04-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

Late at night you call on the phone
We talk about the day
when you found out he was cheating
You tell me that it hurts to the bone
To trust someone that way
To find out he was decieving
And I know I've always just been your friend
But if you look my way I'll make sure that you'll never hurt again

A totally insane day!
Gone out studying with Atima and Vannesa at the airport (:
Met Vannesa at Tampines at 12pm, then took 27 there.
Bought snacks from Fairprice, took sky-train from T1 to T2, and settled at the Viewing Mall.

Went to fetch Atima, and "Isam!".
Saw a Bayi(?) Luckily I don't play, if not I'll get bruises on my arm!
Seriously you'll get to see all kinds of people at the airport.
Isam, Bayi(?), Banglah!

Did Math and finished the Revision paper!
The E-Math paper was crap.
On, on and on... ...
Drank 2cups of Mac medium coke.
Hadda huge row with Honey, thankfully I didn't cry.

Sorry honey, I've never really place myself in your shoes before.
I'm just used to having you, just being the one to start everything.
I know it's my fault. I'm really sorry.

Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
Endlessly

Took a picture of Atima stoning, I'm nice enough to NOT post it today!
Maybe tomorrow, 'cause my phone's charging now.
;D

Loads of Banglah suddenly, all going back India. (:
I'm so mean!

Left airport and went to Tmall, stupid bus-driver.
Make my blood boil, do I look old to you, you dumb old shit!
Vannesa left after reaching Mrt station, to get food for her family.
Such a filial kid! (: "Ta yao ni de dian hua hao mah."

Insanity overcame Atima and I, and we went crazy over many things.
Practically everything!
First, Converse nautical red shoe.
Then, Mango clothes and jeans! So nice!
But, "wait till I get the money!" ;D
We're gonna fast for the next month, not eat anything except nutella bread.
We've got a goal! Mango clothes and jeans, Red converse nautical shoe, then red iPod nano!
I can never satisfy myself, so materialistic!

On the train was the craziest, climax lah maybe.
"Wedding photo, gove that retarded look, the photographer run away!"
My mum, gone mad already!
"During the yam-sheng time, give that retarded smile, all the guest throw-up!"
Okay, I admit, I said this (:
We'll be going out again tomorrow, to study!
Supposedly to be to Sentosa, however mum said after MYEs, so be it!
As long as going out with her, I'm fine with it!
I'll be going mad again!

(edit)I totally dislike people who drinks, thank you very much(/edit)

I remember when you fell in love
I could not believe
that it was not with me
I said a secret prayer up above
And put my heart away
So that you could be free
And I know right now your broken in two
But did you know my hearts been broken since the day i met you

Sometimes the thing you need is the one thing you can't see
If you put your faith in me
How beautiful you and I would be

Don't scream anymore my love, 'cause all I want is you

2007-04-20T17:08:00.000+08:00

Stoplight lock the door
Don't look back
Undress in the dark
And hide from you
All of you

I'm home early! (:
Thanks Honey for sending me home!
I'm gonna miss you especially bad, 'cause it's Saturday tomorrow, I can't see you, and you're starting work already ):

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
You don't know me
Now or ever

Rather short day, TGIF! ;D
Math is really driving me bonkers, indices, surds, quadratic functions and all.
But by failing this Mid-year, I got to drop A-maths! ):
Oh no!

Studying with that crazy mum of mine is really Hilarious, capital H!
Lemme introduce my mum, Atima!
She's 76years old this year, she's retained for 6decades.
She's got a head of white hair, allergic to new age, and a dead husband who got killed twice today. (:

Will be studying with Vannesa tomorrow, hopefully Liting and Yiling can make it.
And hopefully my dad would allow me to go on Sunday!
Pray really hard, if not it'd be after Mid-years!

I really gotta study hard, I need to pass all this time round.
I don't wanna be looked down on by my relatives.
I can do it, definitely! (:

K love, I miss you like crazy, though you've only left for like, 45mins or so?
You're really sweet, I love you so bad!
He taste like honey, only sweeter.
4days more to our third month, and they'll be many more to come!
We'll make it till our A76movie!

You belong to me, my snow white queen
There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over
Soon I know you'll see, you're just like me
Don't scream anymore my love, 'cause all I want is you

Wake up in a dream
Frozen fear
All your hands on me
I can't scream
I can't scream

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep
I don't sleep

I can't save your life
Though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind
And you just stand there and stare as my world divides

'Cause when you're in my arms, You make me prouder than anything I ever could achieve

2007-04-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

I would die for you
Lay down my life for you
The only thing that means everything to me
'Cause when you're in my arms
You make me prouder than
Than anything I ever could achieve
And you make everything that used to seem so big
Seem to be so small since you arrived

Kkk, finally I'm blogging, after like, 3days or so?
SYF is overrrrrrrrrrr, and we've a Silver ):
Utterly disappointed with the results.
Even Mr Nelson Kwei said we could've gotten a GOLD ):
Just 'cause of 5notes, we've brought home a Silver.

Dearest Miss Ong, I know you've really done your best for us, our choir.
So much we've done wrong, you didn't give up on us.
You once said that you didn't like to compare your choirs, however I think you did the right thing when you compared us with Kranji.
It really motivated us to get a Gold, with all our hard work.

On the day itself, after finishing the songs, your hands were shaking, really terrible.
Everyone thought it was hopeless.
But when you told us the true reason, it was actually 'cause you were really touched.
Well-done Altos, no wrong notes at all.
It's like, never once happened.

While waiting for the results, everyone was so intensed, praying for a Gold.
It's still a Silver.
Turning behind, your face of disappointment.
You're not at all disappointed with us, 'cause you know we've done our best.
Thank you Miss Ong, I love you.
(Though I know you wouldn't read this, I need to get it outta my head)

On angel's wings, an angelical formation
Angel's wings, like letters in the sky
Now I know no matter what the question
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings

Seriously I think there's bribery involved.
River Valley High actually maintained their "Gold with Honours" though they say out of tune a little in "Everyone Sang". So what if your conductor is Jennifer Tham, our conductor is definitely way better than yours, noob face!

Couldn't really remember what happened yesterday.
Except for late last night ):
I'm sorry, to cause all those.
I love you.

And I often wonder why,
Someone as flawed as I
Deserves to be as happy as you make me
So as the years roll by
I'll be there by your side
I'll follow you wherever your heart takes me
Cause you make everything that used to be so big
Seem to be so small since you arrived

Went to school with Honey today morning, he went up to the 4th level with me before going down.
Sweet huh? ;D

Studied at Downtown Macdonalds with Honey and Atima (:
*squeeky voice*Geraldineeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Hilarious I tell'ya!
I'm looking forward to Sunday's sun-tanning at Sentosa, love!
You'd better be able to make it! (:

Honey, I love you!

Now anyone who's felt the touch of heaven in their lives
Will know the way I'm feeling, looking
In my baby's eyes
That's why I can't bear to be too far away
I know that god must love me cause
He sent you to me on angel's wings

You brightened every day, with your sweet smile

2007-04-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love

Syf is just tomorrowwwwwwwwww!
Omgoose! I'm getting really nervous.
And stupid Surin doesn't allow us to not attend classes ):
Only get to leave class at like, 10.45am.
Which is like goddamn unfair?

Band getta leave class at 9.35am, he allowed then to practice in the morning.
He only allowed us to practice in the morning till we begged him.
Such an unreasonable principal.

I'm jaded. Thank goodness CCA's gonna stand down after tomorrow.
Finally after so many practices, many tortures, and many improvements too.
Go choir, it's the last stretch tomorrow.
We'll make it through, no matter what!
Gold's a goal!
It rhymes! (:

Can't believe I actually started mugging so soon.
This Mid-year, I really must do well, prove to my parents, do myself proud.
'Cause I would have done my best.

Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby

Honey, I'm sorry I've made you sad again today.
Sighs, I'm no girlfriend material.
Yet you forgive me, over and over again.
Thank you so much, for letting me feel the importanve of me with your care and concern.
I appreciate it, seriously.
I love you, Alvin T. biebie <3

Ouch, I bit my lip. ):

I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love

When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile

Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling
and I'm falling

Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad, and once again we're further away from what we never had

2007-04-15T09:33:00.000+08:00

I'm definitely much much smarter than you.

I miss my (A) soooo bad!
I'm sorry I couldn't call last night, my dad was WIDE awake ):
I miss your voice, I miss your hugs, I miss the times you'd playfully blow into my ear ;D

K, serious business. Mid-year is just a week away, I'm so gonna die!
Physics and Chemistry, 10chapters each!
It's driving me mad!
I haven't even grasp the mole concept, balancing equation and all, how to even begin mugging for Midyears?
Alvin T., I need you sooo bad!
Please, be my tutor and get everything into me before Midyear!
There's no such thing as miracles!

Enough of grumbling.
I can only study hard from now onwards ):

Till then , lovelies!

There's no sense in regretting what's been said in our yesterdays
We can't take back what's done
But We can look ahead
And I would walk so much further just to know what I'm doing here
And there's no end to what I'd give to know just what you meant when you said
How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?

2007-04-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

The beautiful Singers!

Staring at your reflection every day, can make or break my heart away

2007-04-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

O-M-G! The 4GB Red iPod costs 199bucks!
It's like so.
God Damn H.O.T
Can some kind soul like, geddit for me, and I'd seriously love you for life!
(I'm just kidding!)

I'm home from 'tuition'!
Dear came to meet me, then went to Tmall to walk around (:
I love you honey!
Sorry, made you late, and didn't even meet them.

I miss you, I love you, my lovely ;D

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?

2007-04-14T09:53:00.000+08:00

He spends his nights in california
Watching the stars on the big screen
Then he lies awake and he wonders
Why can’t that be me?
Cause in his life he’s filled with all these good intentions
He’s left a lot of things he’s rather not mention right now
Just before he says good night
He looks up with a little smile at me
And he says

K, the concert was pretty nice, according to Yunjie. But appearing for only 2songs, and they paid 12bucks for it, our voices are worth that much huh!

Went to school as per normal, and we finished school at 12, 'cause it was Speech Day.
And Evil Zhao Sen gave us ying yong wen to do during the lesson, and bring it home to finish during the weekends. So much for a day without homework ):

Lunched with (A), Jiaxin, Mingyang in school.
Went outta school to get sweets with my lovely (A). At1 we left to prepare, changed and whatever (: And he went home to get his stuffs and BATHE.
Let down my hair, 'cause couldn't tie french plaits ):
They're like so-damn-cute!

Left for VCH only at around 3? Practise and whatsoever. Dinner was at 5.45pm, sooo early.
Our songs were screwed(?), somehow.
Gloria was nice! But we went kinda fast? Shima E, the beginning was nice, but the ending chord was like, O-M-G.
Choir, we'll do better in the upcoming SYF! Gold! ;D

If I could be like that
I would give anything
Just to live one day
In those shoes
If I could be like that
What would I do?

(A) was the smartest lah, he like got into the hall without a ticket (:
I love you honey, thanks for the lovely rose, it was really sweet of you!
<3

Thanks for sending me home though it was so late.
Thanks for always putting me in the first place.
Thanks for everything you've done for me, my love.
For you, I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand.
I-love-you!

She spends her days up in the North Park
Watching the people as they pass
And all she wants is just a little piece of this dream
Is that too much to ask?
With a safe home
And a warm bed
On a quiet little street
All she wants is just that something to hold on to
That’s all she needs

I've seen it all and it's never enough, what keeps leaving me needing you

2007-04-11T21:55:00.003+08:00

This day what I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This day You burned me with your ways
You see past all the lies
You take it all away

Hell, I'm so god-damn-unlucky, falling sick 6days before SYF is here, and 2days before our concert.
Tried drinking a whole bottle of water, drank some herbal tea, took Panadol Cold relief, however nothing seems to work ):

Turned up at 7.30am for choir, practiced all the way till 9am.
Chemistry SPA! Pretty intersting. Especially the 'pop' test and the vibrating one (:
Mr Tan took a picture with Jomaine with our googles on. History was rather hilarious.
Mr Coffee Bean, Mr M&M <3
Lunched with (A) during recess, the rest of the day was rather boring.

Didn't go for choir today, had a really bad flu and sore throat.
Went to (A)'s house (:
Sorry dear, was pretty irritated. I'll ring you again later, love.
I love you, I hope I'll get well soon!

I've seen it all and it's never enough
what keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what to say
What else to do

Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone

Just like a knight in shining armor, just in time I'll save the day and take you to my castle far away.

2007-04-08T19:22:00.000+08:00

In the still of the night
I can almost feel you lying next to me
Like it used to be

And it's hard to let go
When there's always something there remiding me
How things could be

I've tried to get you off my mind
I've tried to play my part
But every time I close to my eyes
You're still inside my heart

Caught a movie with my family, finally!
After like, a year or so? (:
Mr Bean's holiday! Rather boring, quite interesting as well.
The dumbest person I've seen! There isn't such a person on Earth right?

My phone's back with me, after such a long wait! (:
I miss "Yiling", so bad ):
And he's gotten a blog! Click!

Like the stars in the sky
You still keep on shining down your light on me
but out of reach

And I know that in time
You will come back to your senses, see the signs
And change your mind

I try to look the other way
And keep my heart on hold
But every time I'm close to you
I lose my self control

School's in tomorrow, and my homeworks are all not done, at all!
I'm so gonna get it tomorrow, especially Math.
Gonna practice early in the morning tomorrow in preparation for SYF.
): But, we get to miss morning assembly!

Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Give me just one good reason why
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

I love you, honey.

Some things are better left unsaid, our words spoke more this time it seems

2007-04-07T20:29:00.000+08:00

Every night I catch you up
I never once heard you say stop
But right now I wish I had
I wish I had the nerve to tell you that I'm a wreck
But what really did you expect
You never listened to what I said to you

Home from an oh-so-torturing day, finally!
Especially my feet, thankfully I brought plasters,if not I won't know what would happen to them (:

1.Choir prcatice, 10am-12.10om
2.Lunch with (A)
3.Changed into our oh-so-gorgeous gown
4.Put on makeup
5.Left for Nanyang JC.
6.Settled down, dry-run and whatsoever.
7.Did lotsa stupid stuff in LT2.
8.Left NY at 6
9.Sang lotsa stuffs in the bus
10.Laughed hell loads, thanks to Ellis and Kenneth.

I'm too lazy to type out everything in details, partly 'cause of the pain in my leg.
Hell yeah.
(A) waited for me after school, and fetched me home before going out to meet Wang and Jimmy.
Now he's home! <3
I'll hold a place for you inside
Inside my heart for you and I
I won't forget these tears I cry
With every year that passes by

an'I can't sleep without you
an'I can't breathe anymore

Good times last forever
I'll keep my heart with yours
For every minute I am gone
Swear you'll never leave me
I'll be there every time
In your heart and in your eyes

I'll give it up this time again
Some things are better left unsaid
And all I have are lasting dreams
Our words spoke more this time it seems

My head is a barricade, filled with peaceful thoughts.

2007-04-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know there's
Just no getting over you

You know I'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
But baby can't you see there's nothing else for me to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's no where to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm outta my head hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying fool forget him
My heart is saying don't let go
Hold on to the end that's what I intend to do

But now there's no where to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
Hopelessly devoted to you

Jealousy has only got one friend, the timing matters just to take the dose.

2007-04-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

I had a change of heart
Don’t know where to start
What I’m about to say
May surprise you
But now I see it clear
Life ain’t always fair

What can you do
When you don’t want to hurt him
'Cause you don’t deserve him
And there’s no other way

I’m breaking down
I just can’t take it anymore
Oh No, I won’t let you go
You know I’m coming for you
No matter what its gonna take
I gotta make this move
You're the one, that I choose
You know I’m coming for you
And I just can’t go another day
Without you next to me

Don’t know what to say
Guess I’ll take the blame
Eventually it was bound to happen
I know you played your part
I ain’t tryin to make it hard
But it’s the right thing to do
And you don’t want to hurt him,
'Cause you don’t deserve him
There’s no other way

Now that you know the truth
Just wanna be with you
Can’t hold back, this is real
Cause what we share
It’s undeniable
Don’t want to hide no more
Here I am and I’m coming for you

Hey dearest V*. I'm sorry for today.
I didn't mean to be like that.
To tell you, it wasn't 'cause of (A), however it's you.

Maybe I've been too sensitive, but since you said you don't like people to ps you, so you shouldn't either.
You and H* just listen to music like that, then leave me alone there, to be what? Lightbulb huh?
I'm not being jealous or what. But, it just doesn't feel very nice.
I'm sorry anyway.

Honey, hope you've enjoyed your CIP (:
Thankfully I finished choir early and could go back with you!
I love you honey!

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Dreams can't take the place of loving you, there's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

2007-04-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of question, She is wondering how long will you be around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few second, She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL says I love you, She means it.
When a GIRL say they miss you, No one in this world can miss you more than her.

If your heart is always searching
Can you ever find a home?
You have been looking for that someone
I can make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's all right
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find
My paradise
When you look me in the eyes

How long will I be waiting?
To become a better man
Gonna tell you that I love you
In the best way that I can

I can't take a day without you here
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear

Everyday, I search and realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
It's all because you're by my side

Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."

2007-04-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

2ndApril already!
Time really flies huh?
It's time to say goodbye to March and Hello to April!
I'm a day late though. (:

I'm addicted to some slow songs nowadays, like How To Save A Life, Tiger Lily, the list goes on and on.

I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are,
Here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.

Our lips can touch.
Oh, here in your arms.

Some uneventful thing happened in class, and I guess I shouldn't elaborate too much.
V*, you know I love you so, so don't get too upset, alright? <3
As usual, I miss (A)! ):
Sorry for bringing up the past just now, I just kinda, haven't gotten over it?
Like the way you treated me and whatsoever.

Well, I shouldn't be living in the past!
Anyway we've gotten back together, what's there to renimise? (:

Honey, this one's for you! <3

Something, something as simple as me hearing your name
Puts me, Puts me in a place that I can't even explain
I really didn't know back then 
But right now I am totally sure
Baby I know I'm your friend 
But I wanna be much more

I get butterflies when I see yah coming
Oh boy you got me running
This feeling in my stomach
Tells me I should be your woman
'Cause you're the only one who makes my fairytale come true

How can someone make me so sad
But still I only want you to stay
I wanna say "I love you" so bad
But I dont wanna scare you away
Please I wish that you'll understand
That I wanna be more than just your friend
I wish you loved me

I see, I see talking to them girls on your phone
I wish I could that I could tell them all to leave you alone
Really didn't know back then
But right now I'm totally sure
That I wanna be much more

I never really liked your girlfriends
Never really gave them a chance
'Cause I realized that I'm your woman
Your woman

Said if you really love somebody
I mean really really really really really love somebody
Let me hear you say yeah
Let me hear you say yeeeaaah
If you really know you need him
And you know deep down your never gonna leave him
Let me hear you say yeeeaaah
Hear you say yeeeeeeaaaaaah

Remember you're gonna accompany for lunch tomorrow huh!<3
I love you, Alvin T.

Which Blogger are you?

2007-04-01T13:48:00.000+08:00

Congratulations Geraldine, you are...

'Xia Xue' Wendy Cheng of xiaxue.blogspot.com

You are a goddess/god. You've got the looks, the brains and the body. You have such an irreverent sense of humour, people listen to you religiously and worship the ground you walk on. On the other hand you can also be straightforward, blunt and very very controversial. That has the potential to offend many people, but of course you don't care, you just shoot. In the end, people either love you or hate you. Nothing in between.

Wish I could press rewind, and rewrite every line of the story of you and me.

2007-04-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

And, it's April Fool's day!
Here are the messages form C-box that (A) couldn't bear to see them vanish.
I'd keep them in my heart, lovely. Don't you worry!

alvin
faster come back i'm waiting for you dear haha 20072903

alvin
heyy u now at camp while i at home stone haha faster come back k i love you baby muackx 20072803

alvin
sorry dear :( feeling better ma baby..smile k =) 20072703

alvin
baby missing you!!! haha tag you everyday ok cos nowadaes cannot pei you so much=( 20072503

alvin
happy second month baby... haha mus be happy ok dun sad.. i lve you girl..
24 Mar 07 21:10

alvin
baby i miss you dun forget i will be waiting for you.. a few more hours to our second month le.. dun sad ok i love you baby muackxz!!
23 Mar 07 21:51

alvin
dearr i miss you.. hurry get back your phone... i try to get you spare phone ok baby!! <3
17 Mar 07 20:35

alvin
love me onli for helping u find song..=(
12 Mar 07 22:02

alvin
dearr i found the song u wann le.. so how?
12 Mar 07 20:24

alvin
I MISS YOU BABDLY OK.. LOVE YOU BABY!!
11 Mar 07 21:16

alvin
dear.. sorry i slept yesterdae.. too tire.. sorry.. its ok dear i will hold on girl.. and wait for u no matter wat..even though we cannot chat or wat.. my love for you will still be deep de ok
11 Mar 07 21:16

alvin
no nd to thank dear.. tis is wat dear is for ma right baby...i will be with u no matter wat happens =)
10 Mar 07 22:48

alvin
dear i will be waiting for you... hope ur parents wun do anything to you..i will always be right here with you ok.. love ya..we can go through this de ok..<3
10 Mar 07 20:23

alvin
lifee haha like tt aso can baby!!!
08 Mar 07 21:11

alvin
so i call u later??
08 Mar 07 21:05

alvin
sorrryyyy okkk.. i dun wanna see u sadd dear weii.. haha.. dun sad le okk..SORRY BABY!!
08 Mar 07 20:59

alvin
sorry.. i didnt noe ma... somemore it jus came to my mind.. sorry ok baby?? i so realli super ultra sorry =(
08 Mar 07 20:36

alvin
but i still love you more than anything else in the worldd okk
08 Mar 07 20:25

alvin
ohhh.. okkk... sorryy.. i dunno wat to do..its jus my passion and i dun like satan.. jus like their songs.. sorryyy dearr
08 Mar 07 20:25

This is all that I have.
I love you, Alvin T. <3

'Cause I don't do too well on my own.

2007-04-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

Honey, this is meant for you.
I know you're feeling unwell now, and running a temperature too.
The worse thing to do, was to quarrel with you, but I did.
I'm sorry, for saying things I shouldn't say.
I'm sorry, for making you feel so sad and useless.

But I do understand you. You are not useless, 'cause you hold the most importand position in me.
You made me realise how blessed I had been all the while.
And no one has ever cared for me the way you do.
I've lots to say, but they all mean the same, I love you honey.

I'm sleeping my way out of this one,
With anyone who will lie down.
I'll be stuck fixated on one star,
When the world is crashing down.

I keep telling myself,
I keep telling myself,
I'm not the desperate type,
But you've got me looking through blinds.
I keep telling myself,
I keep telling myself,

I'm not the desperate type.
I'm sitting out dances on the wall.
Trying to forget everything that isn't you.
I'm not going home alone,

'Cause I don't do too well.
Sitting out dances on the wall.
Trying to forget everything that isn't you.
I'm not going home alone,
'Cause I don't do too well on my own.

The only thing worse than not knowing,
Is you thinking that I don't know.
I'm having another episode.
I just need a stronger dose.

I love you, Alvin T. <3

When your will is broken, when it slips from your hands.

2007-03-31T15:56:00.000+08:00

Oooooh-kay, I'm done with editing this blog and blog-hopping!
I've decided against using C-box, and changed to using Haloscan.
Sooo, if you wanna tag, click comments, which is under "Sincerely Yours, and tag! (=

Shall continue on the details of camp!
20072903.
Couldn't really remember much. Did absailing, which scared the hell outta me, serious.
Vannesa went to the sick-bay for half a day, 'cause she had a huge headache.
People did Rock-climbing and CRC.
Thank you Sally, for letting my sit on your feet, when my legs were tired and the ground was dirty (=
Sorry Nigel, he says you were too huge, so by letting you sit on his feet, it'd totally flatten! (=
Hans, you seriously stink, big time!
But you should thank me for letting you sit on my feet as well! (=

Campfire, we did pretty well!
"Ping-pong ball, ping-pong ball, hanging on the wall.
Got big big, got small small, hanging on the wall.
Ping-pong ball, ping-pong ball, hanging on the wall.
Got big big, got small small, hanging on the wall.
Small one 30cents, big one 50cents, if you want the big big one, also 50cents.

Soccer ball, soccer ball, hanging on the wall.
Got big big, got small small, hanging on the wall.
Soccer ball, soccer ball, hanging on the wall.
Got big big, got small small, hanging on the wall.
Small one 3dollars, big one 5dollars, if you want the big big one, also 5dollars.

Basketball, basket ball, hanging on the wall.
Got big big, got small small, hanging on the wall.
Basketball, basketball, hanging on the wall.
Got big big, got small small, hanging on the wall.
Small one 30bucks, big one 50bucks, if you want the big big one, also 50bucks.

Mus: I want balls, I want balls, I want all the balls.
Big big balls, small small balls, I want all the balls!

No more balls, no more balls, hanging on the wall.
No big big, no small small, hanging on the wall.
No more balls, no more balls, hanging on the wall.
No big big, no small small, hanging on the wall.
Small one out-of-stock, big one not for sale, if you want the big big one, come again next year!"

(=
"Choooooooooooooooooooooooooon Yippie yah yah yippie yippie yah, E3!
Yippie yah yah yippie yippie yah, E3!
yippie yah yah, yippie yippie yah yah yippie yah yah yippie yippie yah, E3!"

The E3 roar! Roar roar roar, roar roar roar!
<3
I love 3e3compassion!

Shouted till our voice were hoarse! (=
Damn fun, and finally we had a real fire instead of a torch!

20073003
Finally it's home sweet home!
Upon reaching school, we went up to class to complete the NEday form, and release right after.
Lovely (A) waited for me outside school!
Went to his house there-after, had Bee-hoon there.
Thanks Yiling for your help, I love you!
<3

Here, I shall end!
I love you, I miss you, Alvin T.

I know you're trying to get around me baby
I know you've got me in your heart baby
I know that you could love me
If you only had a guarantee
When I look at your face it's so empty
I know I could fill you with love baby
Your soul is dying for me
Can't deny our energy

If I wrote you a symphony, just to say how much you mean to me, what would you do?

2007-03-31T12:36:00.000+08:00

I'm home, finally!
After 3days 2nights of torture! <3
Without having to see my Dearest, OMG, it's hell!
Well at least I get to chat with him at night, after lights-out. (=
According to Lynette, I'm hyper-active!
Sms-ing in the day, on the phone at night.
Can't help it, I miss him TOO bad!

15hours of sleep, since 8pm last night.
But I'm still having panda eyes! )=
Swollen, and red! )=

You're so fine I want you mine you're so delicious
I think about you all the time you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright

Camp details!
20072803.
NE-day, so stayed in school to have some activities.
Did chinese caligraphy in 4N2!
Of all classes, ain't I lucky! (=
But, sat at S' seat, and Vannesa told me some stuffs about her, so yeah!

Had recess, and chatted with Atiqah (=
Retarded freak-who-cuts-her-own-hair, (=
I didn't mean to say it out, but I'm just trying to embarass you, so you won't do such retarded acts again!

'Watched' the Beijing opera, 'cause Vannesa and I went to the toilet throughout the whole show, while smsing (A) with Ben pee's phone, thank you so much! It lasted me, 2days, till the battery went flat! (=
Learnt to make ketupat after that, but, caught no ball.
So ended up with nothing!

Lunch, and got back to class to collect our belongings, and Niickybutt told us to check out stuffs, as Wilson lost his whole bag, which includes his phone.
Thankfully we lost nothing!
Set off soon, and I got to see (A) for the last time! (=
Thanks huh, for hitting my head! <3

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again

Upon reaching the campsite, we went into our dorms, and went for the nature walk in the Bukit Timah Nature Reserve.
Having Leon Cai, Dennis and Yu de was great fun! G-r-e-a-t!
Saw monkeys, some horny-insects which was damn noisy making the sound, asking for sex.
Very crude way of saying it, but that was the truth.
The guide was damn naggy, telling us about the kampong days which I'm totally not interested in.
Trekked into the whatever-you-call-it, clinbed up to the top, having blisters on my leg, stpping on sharp stones and whatsoever. Heard the helicopter, and Dennis(Sally) said:
"Mdm Kang is on the helicopter! Later she use the loud hailer and say" Class, am I clear?(using the damn high-pitched voice that Mdm Kang has) What NE message can you learn for this walk?"".
Dennis is just so funny! And Leon Cai(Lily) keep using the high-pitched voice, imitating Lua-sai, saying "Kan wo, kan wo(jumping around, attracing attention)". Soon Fabian and Zhiyong(Pussy, Girly) does it too! Hilarious-ly hilarious!

Couldn't remember what we did after that.
Had song session after dinner, and Night-walk in the Reserve.
Wasn't that dark, so we were able to see the path rather clearly.
The girls screamed when we saw the first instructor squatting down. Got a real schock of my life! After that was rather fine already.

After walking back, had currypuffs for supper and went for our baths.
Mahirah, Lynette, Vannesa and I bathed in the guys toilet of the girls dorm, in the open cubicle(?). Naked, and bathed together. Anyway, whatever I have, they have them too, so what there to see? (=

Called home, as I missed my mum. And called (A), as I missed him more!
Talked for about 2hours? After lights-out, so I sat at the stairway, so as to not disturb those who were sleeping. Lynette, Kaijing and gang were like playing cards there as well! LOL!
I missed him so badly then, just like now )=

The dorm was so cold in the night, therefore couldn't really sleep well.
Hugged his shirt that I brought there, and tried to cuddle myself.
Woke up like almost every 10minutes. thankfully I didn't fall asleep the next day! (=

That's it for the first day, and it's like damn long already!
I shall post about the second day later on, I'm tired after typing for so long, as I'm blog-hopping at the same time (=
Shall concentrate on blog-hopping first!
Bye lovely, till then!

I love Alvin T. <3

Happy Second Month, Honey! <3

2007-03-24T16:56:00.000+08:00

Hey honey! Happy second month! I'm sorry for the times I've made you sad.
I'll cherish the times I'm gonna have with you.
'Cause you know baby, it's all deja vu.

You mean the universe to me. <3

It's undeniable
That we should be together
It's unbelievable
How i used to say that i'd fall never
The basis you need to know
If you don't know just how i feel
Then let me show you now
That i'm for real
If all things in time
Time will reveal
Yeah

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever i believe my work is done
Then i start back at one

So incredible
The way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about babe
And undesirable
For us to be apart
Never would have made it very far
Cause you know that you've got the keys to my heart
Cause

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever i believe my work is done
Then i start back at one

Say farewell to the dark night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child
Whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line
Just in the nick of time

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever i believe my work is done
Then i start back at one

This is the last time I'll kiss your lips again.

2007-03-18T11:52:00.000+08:00

Finally an update!
Mummy's bathing (=
School's in tomorrow. I'm looking forward to it! 'Cause I can finally see my lovely!
<3 I missed you, bad!

But on the other hand, I don't want lessons! )=
Many things happened. My phone's confiscated, there's a new gown, we caught a movie together finally, I've finished reading 2books, my homework's all done except A-maths which I don't intend on doing.
Yeah, that's all!

Honey, I'm sorry about yesterday )=
I didn't mean to say those harsh stuffs.
I love you, and you know it right? <3
I'm looking forward to your hugs!
6days more, love!

I faintly remember yesterday,
Oh so close yet far away,
From the lives that we once etched in stone
Who would think that it would last
Please just give it one more chance
Forever is a word that only grows

And never in this saddest moment
I feel we're letting go
And if you take me, please don't leave me
I'll never let you go

This is goodbye
'Cause we're growing older
This is forever in the words you never said
This is goodnight

'Cause we're getting colder
This is the last time I'll kiss your lips again

I close my eyes,
All I think about is you
I miss the girl that I once knew
A sleepless night
A dying wish
Please don't leave me here like this

Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same.

2007-03-11T17:41:00.000+08:00

Rahhhhhhhhhhh, I can hardly blog nowadays )=
My comp is now like shifted to the livng room. No longer my private comp )=
No more chatting with (A) online.
Can't sms him, can't call him, can't chat with him. What's life man!

Honey, guess what. I'm missing you more than I thought I would.
I'm falling even more in love with you, letting go of all I've held on to.

Cramps are killing me, totally.
It hurts like, real bad )= And even though I ate the painkiller pill for menstrual cramps.
It doesn't freaking work!
Everything's going out wrong )=
What went wrong? )=

I'm sorry honey, to have cause this upon you.
I feel really bad.
I love you, seriously. <3

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same
And this is for the ones who have lost it all
And all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that we're blind to slip away

How can I say
Say I'll be okay

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

Now that the line's been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way
These things they'll never change
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

But when you look at me, do you see your wife?

2007-03-10T13:13:00.000+08:00

Honey, this post is dedicated to you! <3
I'm sorry honey, making you feel so up set all the time.
It pains to see you upset, so cheer up alright? <3
Ever since we're together, nothing came right in our way, but you promised me you'd be there with me.
Here I promise you, I'll love you for life.
Alvin Tan, you're my only one.

But when you look at me, do you see your wife?
Can you picture us loving each other for life?
Are you playing the role
Just like the rest
These are the questions I ask myself

If another should come who's finer then me
And she'd wanna take your love away
Would you leave?
Baby please, answer these questions.

If you really wanna be with me
Then i'll say I love you endlessly
One thing that I really wanna know
Will this end or will this throw us in now

If you really wanna be with me
I'll love you endlessly
One thing that I really wanna know
Will this end or will this grow

I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake.

2007-03-08T21:00:00.000+08:00

Well, I guess you didn't know:
1. I HATE Satan
2. I loathe guitarists.
That's why I got sensitive, I'm sorry )=

Watching the NDP video that they gave to us today.
It brought back many beautiful memories with the choir people, especially those with the student leaders at CCAB <3
I missed all of you )=

Alvin Honey Day is nearing! <3
But I've got PC )=
Mr Gng gave me, all 'cause of that RYAN TAN!
Of all days why today late? If you weren't late, he wouldn't go to the parade square, and he wouldn't have seen me, and I wouldn't have gotten PC! )=

Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm
Light a match to leave me be (light a match to leave me be.)

I keep my jelousy close 'cause,
It's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.

Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.

Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.

I keep my jelousy close 'cause,
It's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.

Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Light a match to leave me be (light a match to leave me be.)

Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.

Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.

So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
You look so good in blue.

Love is just a lyric, but its stuck in my head.

2007-03-08T16:58:00.000+08:00

People are having choir now, and here I am blogging, in the library, and also taking the chance to look at (A)!
It's like direct view from here, and I can see him staring into nothing the moment I look away from the monitor. He's just so lovely! <3

It was ME, who said the "Good Morning school" thingy, and I know it was, shitttttttttttt-ly done.
Well its okay, I'll gain experience (= It's once in a lifetime mannnnnnnnn.
Give Thanks, and I was the solo-ist, with Jia Hui (=

Shall continue at home, so restricted here (=
Just to add on to the number of posts (=

I love you, Honey! <3

Can you picture us loving each other for life?

2007-03-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

TAN TAN TAN TAN, TAN TAN TAN TAN!
I miss you )=
Sorry for making you sad, sorry honey! <3

I'm finally done with my homeworks, even though there're only two.
But they're enough to kill me.
Report writing, and Quadratic Graphs.

Had breakfast with (A) this moring, and we saw Marcus and Jacjack again(=
And he gave me his packet of sweets when I told him I wanted to buy <3
Be envious! =D

Sms-ed him during class time, as usual. LOL.
English, Physics then Math. A boring combo )=

Had sandwiches, and poor Amanda got cut queued many times, even after both my sandwiches were finished she still have not gotten her food.
The bu-yao-lian people (=

Copied during ting-xie, and wrote the words on my table.
Thanks Lynette!

Suprisingly I went for Project "I" briefing, and went to Whitesands with (A) to get our bottles!
Orange Nike one! <3

Geraldine Law is such a nice name.
It stands for guai-lan, GL
And Goodness Gracious Geraldine, GGG
And poor Geraldine, PG.
Retardedness, courtesy of (A), Vannesa and Cheryl.
Thanks alot huh <3

I wanna know why this feels so right
I wanna know why you hold me tight
Each and everynight it keeps me up all night
Thinkin' about the things I like
Can't believe your in my life
I wanna know why your the one
That thinks that they should
If you've already done
God sent you straight to me
You make me wanna sing

But when you look at me
do you see your wife
can you picture us loving each other for life
are you playing the role
just like the rest
these are the questions I ask myself
if another should come who's finer then me
and she'd wanna take your love away
would you leave baby please
answer these questions

could this be my whole fantasy
maybe you could just be too good for me
if I don't wait then I won't see
cause if I'm not the one you met
then who is in me
In the mist of the tears how come
I love you more and more then one
I never longed for no one yes it's true
seems like these questions keep me
here with you

But when you look at me
do you see your wife
can you picture us loving each other for life
are you playing the role
just like the rest
these are the questions I ask myself
if another should come who's finer then me
and she'd wanna take your love away
would you leave baby please
answer these questions

When you look at me
do you see your wife
Can you picture us
loving each other for life
are you playing the role
just like the rest
these are the questions that I ask myself
If another should come who's finer then me
and she'd wanna take your love away
would you leave baby please
answer the questions

If you really wanna be with me
then i'll say I love you endlessly
one thing that I really wanna know
will this end or will this throw us in now

If you really wanna be with me
I'll love you endlessly
one thing that I really wanna know
will this end or will this grow

But when you look at me
do you see your wife
can you picture us loving each other for life
are you playing the role (the role)
just like the rest
these are the questions I ask myself
if another should come who's finer then me (who's finer then me)
would she wanna take your love away
would you leave baby please
answer my questions

When you look at me
do you see your wife
can you picture us loving eachother for life
are you playing the role
just like the rest
these are the questions that I ask myself
if another should come who's finer then me
and she'd wanna take your love away
would you leave baby please
answer this question

A last crescendo when you die, your life is a flashback.

2007-03-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

Back to school normally today, with my fringe not clipped up, and my shirt "tucked" in-but-not-as-tucked-in-as-yesterday.
And Mr Gng, you cannot find me! =D

History! Watched a historical movie, which was rather horny, but Mr Das "censored" the horny parts. Rather interesting, but my eye hurt 'cause of the lighting I guess.
After that, the rest of the day I felt damn tired, due to unknown reasons.
But fortunately I didn't fall asleep (=

Finally I understood a chapter of Maths that Miss Ong taught!
Quadratic graphs! I love you! You're the first topic I understand, so be honoured!
I ~~must be~~ am mad.

Acid, Salts and Bases for Chemistry.
Such a loooooooooong chapter, but not as boring as Balancing Equation, I hope X=
Talked to Vannesa and Yiling in school, pon-ten NYAA together (=
But we sat there till they were dismissed ._.
Lame huh?
Ice-creams as we walked to Whitesands to take a look at bags, and Yiling wanted to go library.
Borrowed 2books! And finally I don't have to read the Chinese Cinderella! (=

I'm done with this, and off to bed.

If you can hear me
And know that I' right here
I heard your heartbeat
It took away the fear
'Cause my life is sliding
I tried to ride the wave
It came down crashing, it's time to start again
Backwards to go forward
Left at every corner
Been there and back again
And when the music ends

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
'Cause if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

First step, your last breath
Everythings been planned
There's questions, and answers
You'll never understand
I hold on, but let go
I give you room to breath
Remember, the best things
Will never mind to change
Starting at the ending
It won't break, while your bending
Been there, and back again
And when the music ends

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
'Cause if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

The soundtrack to your life
And it can fly like a burden
It may be different than yours but, you got the same
Beat a broken back for more
I'll be dragging my own ass off the floor

I've thrown my self right in and,
whats the point if you don't live in

If you can hear me
And know that im right here
I heard your heartbeat
It took away the fear

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
Cuz if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

In my self-righteous suicide, I cry when angels deserve to die.

2007-03-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

Be very jealous of my beautiful b-l-a-c-k hair )=
Its completely black!
All 'cause of that damn Mrs Lim!
Causing me so much touble for me today.

Mr Gng, irritating, make me tuck in my shirt all the way in, only allowing to pull out a little bit.
Pull up my socks, take off my earsticks.
But, he was rather funny lah, Amanda asked what happened to me, and I said "Mr Gng lah!", when he was right behind me.

Then our conversation went, "Why so unhappy?"
Me;" 'Cause very what lo."
Mr Gng;" Very what?'
Me;" What lo."

Damn hilarious (=
Miss Ong didn't come! 2free periods!
Went To 3e2 to talk to Vera, sms-ed (A) all the way, HE WAS HAVING FREE PERIOD AS WELL! <3
Fate!

Ate Wanton Mee during lunch, but the aunty cheat my money!
Sad-ded )= The $1 bowl and $1.20 has totally no difference.
And without Ikan Bilis, you'll actually get chicken instead!
Bloody hell )=

Chemistry 40/50
English 29/50 )=

Rather poor, so gonna buck up!
Work hard and show Mummy that I can do it!
=D

Announced the SYF groupings, and I'm in the B range.
And, the songs sounded really nice today! So keep it up, choir!
The piano accompaniment for Everyone sang was really nice! <3 Though it was Miss Khoo who played it.

No Greater Love for Hymn singing tomorrow! <3
See you dear at 6.35! I love you my baby!

Close to you, so far away,
A rented room, an empty space,
Sirens bleeding through the open door,
Movie scene in black and white,
The snow falls down alone tonight.
No one's ever felt like this before.

What went wrong with you and me?
This is my apology.
'Cos even when I fall asleep, you stay with me,
You stay with me.

Stuck inside a broken frame,
Watching as seasons change,
Hoping time will finally set me free,
Suddenly, you're standing there,
A crowded street, a lonely stare,
A thousand miles of traffic in between.

What went wrong with you and me?
This is my apology.
From the moment that I leave, you stay with me,
You stay with me.

Every letter that you wrote stays with me,
And every promise that I broke, stays with me,
And everything that's left inside, stays with me,
It stays with me.

Close to you, so far away,
A rented room, an empty space,
Sirens bleeding through the open door,
Movie scene in black and white,
The snow falls down alone tonight.
No one's ever felt like this before.

We'll drink and dance the night away, and I'll savor every moment of this.

2007-03-03T11:12:00.000+08:00

Finally my 95th post (=
5more to 100th!
Firstly, my phone is back! My lovely Z610i! <3
And finally I can sms my (A)! But Mummy says she'll still check my phone )=
Well, as least better than none =D

Damnit, damn that Mrs Lim.
All 'cause of her, I gotta dye my hair black.
But Mr Gng was rather nice. He gave me the weekends to dye it back, and show it to him on Monday. And he didn't give me PC for that! Instead, it was for wearing other's nametag, 2days for that )=

Yesterday really laughed our asses off during Chemistry lesson lah!
Mr Tan is so cartoon can! So much rubbish is his bag! (=
Ahh, I love Chemistry lessons, though the chapters are abit boring now.

Went to (A)'s house, and lied to Mummy that there was Sports Heats X=
Went home at 5plus, and went for tuition.
I love Jolene's green file!
It's so nice! Bloody Logaritms is driving me nuts. All the irritating laws and whatever not.
And yes, we have to give people words of encouragements!
"Wonderful work, Geraldine! But it's wrong!" Haha! Ridiculous!
Well, being talkative is otherwise known as 'Verbal Diarrheoa'.
So therefore people that talks very little will be known as 'Verbal Constipation'.
=D

Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free

So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this

Won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see it
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
We'll drink and dance the night away
We'll drink and dance the night away

So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
Savor every moment of this

As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there

As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there

Won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see it
So long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
So long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there

So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
Savor every moment of this
Savor every moment of this

I couldn't hear you with your voice ringing in my ears.

2007-03-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

Gotten back most of the papers, lots of careless mistakes )=
Sad-ded.
Physics, 38/50, but could have gotte 42 instead.
E-maths, 27/40, and I could have gotten 32.
A-maths,17/40, totally sad-ded.
Chinese 48/70, the only one to be proud of.
That's all.

Within this few days, we've been 'clearing' all the problems between us.
Hopefully there won't be any more of those sad stuffs (=
And thank you Vannesa, for always being there for me, to listen to me <3
He's really sweet today <3, he brought his sweater for me!
And thanks alot, if not I would have frozen to death, which is the state that I'm reaching soon now.
I love (A)!

Bloody Kang, she's bloody picking on me.
Irritating irritant!
It was my first time not bringing Textbook okay!

TGIF tomorrow! And I'll be going out with beloved (A)!
But we simply can't decide where to go to, 'cause we're both broke X=
(= He's having dinner+lunch now.
Haha! Not late also. Love my lovely (A)!

The last time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes.
I said, 'Hello,' but you kept on walking.
I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway.

The last time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't hear you with your voice ringing in my ears.
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you. You're always so far away.

The first time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes.
I said, 'Hello,' but you kept on walking.
I'm going deaf from the sound of the D.J.

The first time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't hear you with the noise ringing in my ears.
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you. You're always so far away.

I don't, don't want to take you home.
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone.
If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile.
If you wanna' stay with me a while.

The next time I see you, you'll turn away.
I'll say, 'Hello,' but you'll keep on walking.
The next time you see me I'll turn away.

Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you. You're always so far away.

I don't, don't want to take you home.
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone.
If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile.
If you wanna' stay with me a while.

I don't, don't want to take you home.
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone.
If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile.
If you wanna' stay with me a while.

Everytime I breathe I feel brand new.

2007-02-27T17:29:00.000+08:00

Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it
But there's an angel standing next to me,
Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly even believe it
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long

Now I believe its ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could fell so good

Like once in a lifetime
You change my world

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

As I lay my love on you

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar.

2007-02-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

Mother tongue paper.
The front part was a killer, but the back part I practically copied the whole chunk of paragraph into the answer.

Rather hyper + emo day for me )=
I don't know why.
I feel like shit now.
Don't have the mood to study for anything.
I miss my phone )=

Do you still think of her?
Is she really so important to you?
What am I to you?

If I could, I only wanna make you smile...

Law Goh How?
LOL. Yiling and Vannesa, they're just so cute!
(=

She said
"Don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are dime a dozen
Boys like you are dime a dozen"
She said
"You're a touch overrated,
You're a lush and I hate it,
But these grass stains on my knees
They won't mean a thing"

And all I
Need to know
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to, the truth
If you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

And all I
Need to know
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last chance you get to drop my name
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last chance you get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar

Maybe I should hate you for this
Maybe I should hate you for this

2007-02-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

I just feel like crying all over again.
I love you, Alvin.

When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone.

2007-02-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown, oh yeah
Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?
Or am I just meant to walk these streets alone?
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you
Will never ever end, baby

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

If they could love like you and me, imagine what the world could be.

2007-02-25T13:40:00.000+08:00

I feel so handicapped without my phone )=
I miss (A) damn badly D:

I can hardly concentrate on studying for Chemistry.
Now I realised, I haven't make my note for Chapter 7.
I'm still so shaky with my Balancing Equation.
I'm so gonna be dead-ed )=

Again my brother is bugging me for the comp.
Rahhhhhhhhh! He's driving me crazy!

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen I, I'm alive
Singing Amen I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I,Amen, I, I'm alive
Amen I Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing amen I, I'm alive
Singing amen I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

And as we lie beneath the stars,
We realize how small we are,
If they could love like you and me,
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you.

2007-02-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

Bloody hell, I'm having bloody gastric when I've just eaten.
My phone is officially confiscated. So people, DO NOT sms me(=
Oh gosh, I miss (A) )=
Why isn't he home yet?
I can't even sms him. D=
Heart-break.

Well, its our first-month today!
And hopefully we'll have many many more anniversaries!
<3
I miss you, honey (=
I'll love you till the end of time.

I'm thinking of the words to say,
I'd like to think that this was fate.
Reference to a song you love,
Spell confusion with a "K"
Like a star without its strings,
I'm hanging here on these two wings.
For that smile and those eyes
I'm falling

If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, and make me smile.
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...

If you ever had the chance,
Would you make your life seem right?
Or would you only hold it back,
The good times, the hard, and the bad.
Whatever you say is alright,
Just as long as there's no doubt.
Could you look me in the eye
and say hopes died?

If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, and make me smile.
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you.

Our wish,
Each time,
Keeps me returning to you,
Night after night
Lift me up as high as the clouds that won the sky,
For you and I

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry truth, and make me smile,
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside
You carry truth, you make me smile
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...

When your words swept the ground right from under me.

2007-02-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

Common-tests are here!
Today's Physics and A-maths.
Spent the night studying and trying to recall for Physics.
(= But ended up talking on the phone with (A) <3

Seriously I think Physics was rather easy. But I simply don't know how to do )=
I totally screwed the A-maths paper as well.
Gosh, this can't do.
So I shall study hard for the coming Chemistry, E-maths and History.
(= Jiayou, Geraldine!

Dearest (A) is at Toa Payoh meeting his PO.
A really unlucky day for him, cheer up!
Tomorrow's our big-day! Be happy for us!
<3
First-month! (=
We'll stay on forever!

Let's make a date out of the cinema
Then stay out till early in the morning
I always like it cause we take it slow
While everyone around us seems so hurried

It feels familiar, cause I've been here before
When your words
Swept the ground right from under me
Remember when you were so insecure
Now you can't get your hands up off of me

But the time we spent was so short
Can't believe it's time to go again
You're always on my mind, all the time
On my mind, believe it

Can we pick it up where you left off
When you said you'll never get over me
I'll take for granted every roll off your tongue
Cause you're screaming out all your honesty

You know it's time,
You see the bags at the door
I'm minutes away from departing
In exchange for a few last words
Will never be enough for me

Here comes another sunrise, like a broken promise in the skies.

2007-02-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

In a corner of the closet,
there's a suitcase packed with clothes,
And the postcard from your parents with the words "please come back home",
I've been waiting for the moment that all this shit explodes,
And I can't believe you think that I don't know.

How you gonna say you're never gonna leave me lonely?
How you gonna say you're never gonna walk away?
Knowing that you'd break me if you ever say goodbye,
So you keep on telling me that everything will be alright,
And it's a beautiful lie.

Well I can't help but to notice in the bedroom something's changed,
There's a picture on the dresser that's gone missing from the frame,
I could ask you but you'd answer in that same familiar way,
That there's nothing wrong, and everything's okay.

How you gonna say you're never gonna leave me lonely?
How you gonna say you're never gonna walk away?
Knowing that you'd break me if you ever say goodbye,
So you keep on telling me that everything will be alright,
And it's a beautiful lie.

I feel so random on your naked skin,
falling back into the rhythm,
I could never forget you.
feelin' so electric on my fingertips, hurts so good,
can't go on like this.
Here comes another sunrise, like a broken promise in the skies,
It's about to be a different day but you keep on living that same old lie.

How you gonna say you're never gonna leave me lonely?
How you gonna say you're never gonna walk away?
Knowing that you'd break me if you ever say goodbye,
So you keep on telling me that everything will be alright,
And it's a beautiful lie.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light.

2007-02-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ALVIN TAN!
<3

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away oh all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me
me

I'll be your number one with a bullet.

2007-02-20T09:34:00.000+08:00

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down
Down, down
We're going down, down
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

'Cause of you, I made it through every storm.

2007-02-17T15:05:00.001+08:00

I LOVE ALVIN TAN!
I'm going mad over him mannnnnnnn <3

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live... I live... I live...

2007-02-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

Time really flies, Newyear's in less than 1day's time.
And finally I can wear my clothes tomorrow! (=

Quarreled with (A) yesterday, and I almost cried in class (?)
I'm just damn sensitive lah, what's wrong with me?

Went to Whitesands just now to get necklace and scrunchie for my mum.
Very tired now, don't feel like blogging man.

I LOVE ALVIN TAN!
I'm going mad over him mannnnnnnn <3

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live... I live... I live...

Happy Valentine's Day!

2007-02-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!
Especiall to my dearest (A)! <3
Thanks for the lovely roses and Rochers! (=
Yummy! Love you baby!

Breakfast with (A) at Downtown Macdonalds, before going to school (=
Saw Ms Lindy Ong, she was like, smiling? ._.
Spent the morning be Santa, giving Valentine's gifts, and obviously not forgetting (A)'s share!
His present was the biggest! (= I was shit-ily done though, but its the though that matters right?
(= Lynette delivered it over to him, thank you so much! <3

The gifts I prepared weren't enough, so wrote lil cards to people whom I've left out.
I'll get them when I have time, and it'll be a belated Valentine's gift!
Our Valentine's present from Mr Yap, Physics Level Test.
Thanks man ._.

Had lunch with Vannesa, how nice of me! (=
Stayed back to wait for (A) before going to Tampines.
3CHEERS AND 3CHEERS AND 3CHEERS FOR ALVIN, HIP HIP HOORAY, HIP HIP HOORAY, HIP HIP HOORAY! <3

Walked around and saw Cleo and Deon together, holding hands! X=
Yeah, and bus-ed home, giving me many lovely Valentine's kisses (=
Love you my dear! <3

Well, end here!

I know it's hard for you
To understand what I'm going through
But now I sit here to remind myself
You're always dressed to kill
And you feel like you owe it to the world
But you owe it to yourself
And you're, you're not here
And I can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine...
And I
I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep
Cheer up my friends all say
You're better alone anyways
But you're always on tour
And you're never home
I'm always dressed to kill
And I feel like I owe it to the world
But I owe it to myself
And you're, you're not here
And I can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine...
And I
I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep
Cheer up my friends all say...
And I can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine
You're better alone anyways
And you're not here, not here
I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep
Cheer up my friends all say...

Boy you better put that pen to paper, charm your way out.

2007-02-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

Monday is coming to an end, and its a very good thing, as Valentine's is coming! (=
Can't go out with (A) on that day, kinda disappointed )=

Commemorated Total Defence today. The water supply was totally cut off till 12pm.
Bloody hell, even the toilet also has no water.
Okay, though its sick, but I'm gonna say it.
The first cubicle has blood, the second and third has shit, the fourth one was rather clean, the fifth one has no door. And the last one was able to flush (=
Pathetic.

Coming to talk about water, I've broken my record.
I drank 2bottles of water today! (=
Haha, seriously I got to drink more water, if not I'll have a hard time at the toiletbowl.
X=

Common tests care coming real soon, gotta start studying already.
Seriously afraid I'd do badly, buck up buck up!
Oh no, Sec 3 experiential camp 28th-30thMarch, which means Wenesday to Sunday I won't be able to see (A) )=
MOE Dairy Farm, what can we do there? Squeeze millk?
And who knows there may not be cows there even. Horrible.

Hate doing newspaper articles, bloody irritating.
Especially when there're so many tests tomorrow.
History, A-maths, and comprehension.
Okay, so I shouldn't be grumbling and should be doing my work.
Till then, sweethearts! <3

Stop stalling make a name for yourself
Boy you better put that pen to paper, charm your way out
If you talk you better walk you better back your shit up
With more than good hooks while you're all under the gun
Start talking "a sensationalist"
Oh he's slightly clever to just a certain extent
If you talk you better walk you better keep your mouth shut
With more than good hooks while you're all under the gun

It's time for us to take a chance
It's time for us to take a chance

It's time for us to take a chance
It's time for us...

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

I'm burning and I'm blacking my lungs
Boy you know it feels good with fire back on your tongue
If you talk you better walk you better back your shit up
with more than good hooks while you're all under the gun
Start talking "a sensationalist"
Only he's slightly clever, to just a certain extent
Well keep quiet! Let us sing like the doves
Then decide if it's done with purpose or lack thereof

Just for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of...
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say

It's time for us to take a chance
It's time for us...

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

la dadadadadadada la dadadadada oo whoa oo whoa
la dadadadadadada la dadadadada oo whoa oo whoa

Just for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of...
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Well we're just a wet dream for the webzines
Make us it, make us hip, make us scene
Or, shrug us off your shoulders
Don't approve a single word that we wrote

Just for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of...
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say

In my aching heads I got my kisses slipped.

2007-02-11T12:34:00.000+08:00

Chatting with lovely (A).
Don't worry dear, I'll keep my promise man! <3
I'll make you this vow, and promise you now. Until forever, I'll never stop loving you.
Smelly ass, he hasn't bathed.
Awww, I miss him damn bad )=
17hours more to seeing him, baby.
That would seriously kill me man.

Stuck at my uncle's place again.
Gotta do something to my face later )=
Imagine needles poking your face, yucks! )=

And, I can finally sms! (=
Finally the new month is here, another 1000sms!
But still gotta save up money for the previous month's bill.
Exceeded 300plus man. Money with wings.

Talked with (A) on the phone last night for more than 4hours?
Till his house phone battery's flat. Haha! Sorry aye? (=
Thankfully my mum didn't know, if not she would have given me hell.

He's still in his bath, can't guys like bathe faster?
Miss you baby! <3

I got my stitches stitched, I got my fixes fixed,
In my aching heads I got my kisses slipped.
Our gossip lips stuttered every word I said, I said,
I got your love letters, corrected the grammar and sent them back.
It's true - romance is dead, I shot it in the chest then in the head.

And if you wanna go down in history then I'm your friend,
Because they've got me in a band where I've never seen a heart I couldn't break.
It was never about the songs, it was competition,
Make the biggest scene, make the biggest...

Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.
Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.

I'm casualty-obsessed and I've forgiven death,
I am indifferent yet (I'm a sorrow wreck),
I'm every cliche, but I simply do it best.

And if you wanna go down in history then I'm your friend,
Because they've got me in a band where I've never seen a heart I couldn't break.
It was never about the songs, it was competition,
Make the biggest scene, make the biggest...

Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.
Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.

I went to sleep a poet, and I woke up a fraud,
To calm your nerves I'm feeling for my clothes in the dark.

Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.
Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.

Which came first, the music or the misery?
We're high-fashioned, we're last chances.

Her correspondence with some pop star magazine.

2007-02-10T14:52:00.000+08:00

I think this is the first time I'm helping out in spring-cleaning man =D
Geraldine is doing well, keep it up!
Yeah, and I spent an hour doing my homework, but its still not done X=

Yesterday was too tired, so didn't blog about voice-test on Thursday.
I think I've done really badly for it.
Mingle and Kenneth was damn loud, couldn't even hear myself.
I think that's why I went out of tune abit.
Shima-E was a killer, I didn't even get a note right.
How clever.
Jiaxin, work hard for the next time round, we can do it!
We'll make it into SYF, and win Gold with Honours! (=
Choir go! <3

Went to (A)'s house yesterday to watch retarded Pokemon videos (=
Damn stupid lah.
But who cares, its with him, so everything would turn out lovely!
Mummy saw him when he sent me home, luckily we weren't doing anything except saying bye.
If not I would be dead by now man. (=

Sorry dear for being so unreasonable, it was all my fault )=
I feel so damn guilty. Glad that you're having fun at ECP (=
Sorry I couldn't go, 'cause the real reason was my dad wants me to clean my room.
LOL!
I promise you, I'll treat you better.
'Cause I can't afford to lose you again, baby <3

Geraldine speeds off to finish her Parts of speech, poof!

This song goes out to all the fakers
You all know who you are
It started with a girl
Kept turning her nose up at my band
She's into Yellow Card, Blink and Simple Plan

It's so pathetic

She's into Jane's Addiction
But she don't know their songs
And I fall over laughing when she tries to sing along
She thinks that she's so "emo"
Next week she'll be a "goth"
It all amounts to nothing
She gets murdered in the mosh

One night I crashed at her apartment
Her Sonic Youth cd's were nowhere to be seen
Instead, all I found was a letter
Her correspondence with some pop star magazine

It's so pathetic

She's into Jane's Addiction
But she don't know their songs
And I fall over laughing when she tries to sing along
She thinks that she's so "emo"
Next week she'll be a "goth"
It all amounts to nothing
She gets murdered in the mosh

Sometimes I wonder what goes on inside her mind
When she said she though
Dave Grohl had died and Kurt Cobain was still alive
Just go to concerts that you love
Cos there's no shame in liking Backstreet Boys

She's into Jane's Addiction
But she don't know their songs
And I fall over laughing when she tries to sing along
She thinks that she's so "emo"
Next week she'll be a "goth"
It all amounts to nothing
She gets murdered in the mosh

This song goes out to all the fakers
Out to the critics and haters
This song goes out to all the fakers
You all know who you are
Give it up
Your friends will find out
Now or later
Time for change
Just be yourself
Dont be a faker

Every breathe is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name

2007-02-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

Awww, (A) is ill )=
Just home from tuition. Logarithms, damn boring lah!
Almost fell asleep man! (=
Susan didn't come, fever )=
Clarabelle rebonded her hair, and it looks nice!

I'm damn tired now, Bye.

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
And walking back into the night
Into the sunset of your glory
When my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you
My miracle...

If you could see what I see
You're the answers to my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear
That angels brought me here

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breathe is ur love
Every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle...

If you could see what I see
You're the answers to my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear
That angels brought me here

They brought me here to be with you
I'll be forever greatful
Oh forever faithful
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

If you could see what I see
You're the answers to my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear
That angels brought me here

A love that's so demanding, I can't speak.

2007-02-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

Seriously I think Miss Juliana Lee is out to torture us.
By making us write out the corrections 3times, in full sentences, is HELL!
My finger almost broke.
No more Chickee Dance from now on, and it would be Pole-dance in future!
And who's the pole? Melvin Soon! (=

Nicholas and Nathanel were like super late.
Miss Lee was already in class when they arrived.
Haha!
Flunked my Grand Review )=
Gonna work hard for the re-test!

I've passed my Chinese Test! Miracle huh!
35/60! 3cheers for Geraldine! (=
SS was damn boring, Vannesa and I was very very irritated.
Completed the Grand Review corrections during the afternoon program.

Music Room's key went misisng, and they spent time looking for it.
Sooo, wasted alot of time, which is a very good thing!
Had a short sectionals today, and ended around 5plus.

Looked for Alvin and others, and sat outside school to slack.
Alvin Ong was like, damn hot man!
He can do split, can you believe it!
He should seriously join Dance and bring them glory.
Haha!

Yeah, all my homework's undone.
I'm really very very tired, so yeah.
Bye!

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change

So many
Bright lights they cast a shadow
But can I speak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you ?
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I said

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you.

2007-02-06T20:45:00.000+08:00

Oh, I've done my homework today too!
Keep it up, Geraldine!
Hah, I'm going mad man!

Finally I've got my haircut (=
Its about the same as the other one, but this time my tail's longer!

SEQ for History today, came up with linkers and all.
Test on next week, and he gave us the question to prepare!
I love Mr Das! (=

3periods of Math today, and they almost killed me, and the rest of the class.
Completing the squares, like gosh, damn complicating.

I've got 7th position in class for Chemistry test!
And was the only girl in the top ten list, as our class has a pathetic number of girls.
29.5/40, rather disappointed, 'cause I made damn loads of careless mistakes! )=

After dismissal, Lynette, Mahirah, Hongying and I went to get the stuffs for noticeboard at Whitesands.
I'm such a kind girl, helping out in the noticeboard decoration when I'm not in the commitee (=
They should all thank me!
Lunched at Macdonalds, boughthe stuffs at Popular and NTUC Fairprice.
Yeah, and we laughed like some lunatics just escaped from Hougang Chalet (=
Especially in NTUC, gosh!

Decorated the board, made some garlic-bread-like thing with newspaper and aluminium foil, to shape out the letters, pretty nice!
Thanks Hongying! Practice makes perfect! <3

Finally I've gotten a Valentine's present for (A)! Hopefully he likes it!
Heh, 'cause I LOVEEEEEEEEE it! =D

Till then, lovelies!

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause there's you and me and all other people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And there's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What are the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You get my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause there's you and me and all other people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And there's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
And everything she does is right

'Cause there's you and me and all other people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And there's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

You and me and all other people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And there's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive.